LOVING YOU IS LIKE BREATHING, AN
INVOLUNTARY ACT THAT HAPPENS
WITHOUT MY CONTROL, A NATURAL REFLEX THAT'S AS ESSENTIAL TO MY EXISTENCE AS THE AIR I INHALE. BUT, OH, THE CRUEL FATE THAT'S BEEN BESTOWED UPON ME! FOR MY LOVE IS A SOLO JOURNEY, A ONE-SIDED ODYSSEY THAT'S DEVOID OF
RECIPROCATION. YOU ARE THE SUN
TO MY SKY, THE MOON TO MY TIDES, THE STARS TO MY NIGHT, AND YET, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW I EXIST. MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU ALONE, MY SOUL SINGS YOUR NAME, MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT IS CONSUMED BY THE LOVE I HOLD FOR YOU. BUT, ALAS, IT'S A LOVE THAT'S DOOMED FROM THE START, A LOVE THAT'S DESTINED TO REMAIN UNREQUITED. THE WEIGHT OF THIS KNOWLEDGE CRUSHES ME, THE BURDEN OF THIS SECRET THREATENS TO CONSUME ME WHOLE. AND YET, I'LL HOLD ONTO IT, THIS LOVE, THIS BITTERSWEET TORTURE, AND
CHERISH EVERY MOMENT, EVERY BREATH, EVERY HEARTBEAT, FOR IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M TRULY ALIVE. EVEN IF IT DESTROYS ME, EVEN IF IT KILLS ME, I'LL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY DYING BREATH, FOR LOVING YOU IS THE
ONLY THING THAT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING. BUT, OH, THE AGONY OF LOVING YOU IN VAIN! THE DESPAIR OF
KNOWING THAT MY LOVE WILL NEVER BE RETURNED! IT'S A PAIN THAT'S
EXCRUCIATING, A WEIGHT THAT'S SUFFOCATING, A BURDEN THAT'S CRUSHING. AND YET, I'LL CARRY IT WITH ME, THIS LOVE, THIS CURSE, THIS BLESSING, FOR IT'S THE ONLY
THING THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M TRULY ALIVE.
~ your butterfly 🦋
