Boss' Childhood Sweetheart Wants To Fuck Me

91. If this isn't a sex buddy, then what is it?

If this isn't a sex buddy, then what is it?

The feeling of heartache?" Huo Ziqi looked at Lin Xinian with some confusion.
    "I used to think that I only regarded him as a brother, but after he came back from the United States, this feeling has subtly changed. I don't know since when I found that I actually like him, more than I thought.
    At the beginning, I just felt sorry for him. I felt sorry that his deep affection for me for so many years has never been recognized by me. Because of the pain, I couldn't refuse his humble approach. Later, I would always think of him unconsciously and look forward to seeing him. I would feel at ease when he hugged me, and I would feel particularly flustered when he pushed me away. Sometimes, when I looked at his back or heard that he was leaving, my heart inexplicably felt pain.
    Ziqi, you said that liking someone is obviously a It’s a very happy thing, but why do I still feel heartbroken?”
    Huo Ziqi’s head hurt after hearing this, she rubbed her temples hard: “Your question is really too profound, how can I, a newbie who has never been in love, know that? I only know that under the premise that both boys are so outstanding and you like them both so much, you don’t feel heartbroken about the one who has completely forgotten you, but instead feel very happy? You don’t feel happy about the one who is so sincere to you and wants to give the whole world to you, but instead feel heartbroken? Ahhh… I’m going crazy, I think I’ve completely lost, there’s no hope!”
    Lin Xinian’s face sank, and she retorted subconsciously: “You can’t say that.”
    “Look, you’ve slept with each other, not to mention getting married, you’re not even boyfriend or girlfriend. Do you want to be fuck buddies?” Huo Ziqi put his hands on his hips and looked at her very seriously.
    Lin Xinian shook her head: "Not a sex friend, but a boyfriend or girlfriend, I haven't thought about this issue yet."
    Huo Ziqi pulled her and analyzed it to her seriously: "Then you have to think about it now. Even if you grew up together, you still have to go through the normal process of love. But you are so good, you actually hid this matter so well, even from me. Tell me, what else can this be if not a sex friend? Only sex friends are so shady, hoping that as few people know about it as possible.
    Xinian, listen to me, this brother of the An family is so... He has forgotten the promise he made with you. He has his own life to live now. Even if you are reluctant to let him go, don't make things worse. My brother is very good. He has loved you for so many years. He finally waited for you to come to your senses and develop some romantic feelings for him. If you are not sure about your relationship now, what right does he have to hug you, kiss you, and sleep with you? Don't you think so? "
    Lin Xinian's face wrinkled after hearing this. She has always been brooding over what Zi Qi said about being a sex buddy, and then kept asking herself in her heart, are she and Brother Achen really sex buddies now?
    But she also remembered that Zi Qi once said that sex buddies would not kiss. They have kissed so many times, so they should not be considered sex buddies, right?
    As for boyfriends and girlfriends, she has never thought about it in this way, and Brother Achen has never mentioned it to her. If he really wants to establish a romantic relationship with her, will she agree to him?
    Before going to bed, Lin Xinian took out a suitcase and sat beside the bed with a serious face to sort out clothes. Because she was worried and couldn't sleep, she simply found something to do. Huo Ziqi came in, wiping his hair, and asked, "Xinian, where are you going?"
    (yuzhaiwu.Work)
    The author has something to say:
    Liking someone is happy, but falling in love with someone is painful. Silly Nian, you are in love with your brother Achen.
    Today is a day for Xiaoqi to work hard for his brother's happiness. I need the encouragement of the little cuties (^ω^)
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