the teacher assigned partners to do this project. This girl named Hailey which was also one of the smartest ones here was paired up with me. Meanwhile, Chase got Hannah. A popular girl with a nice figure. She was stupid though and had a lot of exes, which meant that her charm was almost irresistible. as i worried about the project that was assigned to us, i look over in the corner of my eye to see chase wrapping his arm around hannah.
my eyes grew wide and i excused myself to go to the bathroom. my eyes were tearing up and i knew that he was doing it on purpose. its okay i thought. its just his way of getting revenge. i went back to class and see chase and hannah sit back down at their own place, writing things down on the worksheet. my heart was at ease.
AFTER SCHOOL
i walked home and showered. my phone rang. it was chase. i picked it up and surprise surprise, he wants me to come over. so i did come over as usual. i put my hair in a messy bun, wore some makeup and a big hoodie with shorts on. inside i wore lingerie that i knew he liked on me just incase.
he opened the door and i went inside. as i sat down on his couch, he closed and locked the door. he walks towards me and kneels infront of me.
"sweetheart, i didn't mean to make you cry during chemistry, she was just confused on the concept of acids and bases. come on. cheer up. I'll make u feel better."
he tugs my shorts with his index finger. i look into his eyes. it was a striking shade of blue, reminiscent of the ocean. they were framed by dark lashes that contrasted on his slightly tanned skin, making the color of his iris stand out more. he starts pouting and i knew i had to give in.
i sighed as i stood up and took off my shorts and my hoodie. he chuckled and sat down on the couch comfortably. in the end, i had to do all the work while he gets to sit down effortlessly. he was the one recieving pleasure instead of me which i found very ironic and unsurprising.
when he fell asleep, i went off. in my room, i lie in bed. thinking about my life and my decisions. should i really be wasting my time with a guy like him? i love him so much though. i just cant let go of him. after all we've been through. he knows me best and its not fair for him. so i decided to stay with him. even if it hurts me. i know that he loves me and thats why hes doing this. its fine!
