My Cigarettes ┆ emicole(co09)

Now?!

Nicoles POV
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"wait now?" I mumbled, dumbfounded. was I really this nervous? goddam it. i am. I don't want to just pass out and look stupid as fuck laying there.

before I could think any further, she took that risk before me. and I followed right after.
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I could faintly hear gasps and yells, then it went blank— a slight ringing in my ear then I heard sirens. What the hell was going on?
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"Emily?!" My voice, broke. She's ok. I felt so...happy. She was alright she was...ok.

Emily's hair was put up in a bun, I looked her in the eyes, her eyes were different. I mean... I guess we did just survive death somewhat. "Emily?" I mumbled before stumbling towards the hospital bed she was lying on. "Nicole" she smiled weakly.

Her eyes again, seemed so empty, her pale blue eyes weren't like a grey sea anymore, they were just dull and dazed looking. "Nicole, Your—"
"Didn't I fucking tell you it was a stupid idea." I didn't tell but it was clear that she knew I was pissed. "Calm down—"
"Calm down? Emily, we're in a hospital! Then they're going to probably shift us off to a mental ward. I don't feel like being in a padded room." I couldn't help it, I was used to not feeling emotions

I was used to being nonchalant and not caring, why'd you have to change me?

"Are you ok, ma'am?" the nurse questions looking down at my ankle. "You need to sit down." she continued, and I scolded sitting on the edge of the bed glaring at Emily. "Done," I spoke in a harsh tone as I mugged the nurse before she sheepishly squirmed away to go look for an ankle wrap, Ice, and probably backup.
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2:32 am.

"Where'd it go....?" I mumbled looking into the dark of my mom's medicine cabinet for pills. "Is he stupid or something?" I continued to mumbled to myself, my voice silent as I talked to myself. "This is way too much work."
"Ah. There we go." My hands reached for the bottle as I looked over at the two paper cups with a mixture of pills inside both, I opened the bottle I was holding and took out two shakes of the pills into my hand before placing them into cups.