This is chapter ten so I'm going to make it an intense chapter...
I stared into the mirror looking at my appearance. My long dark brown hair cascaded down my shoulders and back
in lose waves. I have a simple cat eye and a red lip along with my skin tight maroon dress.Brooke had asked me to go out with her and Matt. It's been suck alone time since I've hang out with them and such heartbreaking few weeks I couldn't help but say yes.
Alcohol will help me take my mine off him. It hurt me to do and say those things to him but I guess it's was my way of coping with all this.
I walk into Brooke's room swinging open the door trying to make a dramatic entrance.
"Let's go bitch" I says walking into the room. "or bitches" I add noticing mark was in there with her.
She laugh and both start making there way to the door.
~~~~time skip~~cause I can~~~~~~~
The club was packed with wolves dancing and drinking. This is exactly what I needed to get my mind off things. The bass of mainstream club music shook the ground vibrating through my body.
Matt was already dancing with a few she wolves while Brooke was doing body shots off some guy. I would have joined her but I couldn't hurt Jake anymore. I have already put him through so much he deserves better than me.
"Finally, can you please just give in and be with our mate now" Mara says she hasn't really been talking to me all week, I guess she was mad at me.
I didn't say anything back not knowing how to answer that. As I walk over to the bar a guy starts to hit on me. I politely rejects him swearing I heard a growl when he approached me.
"Hey Blake " I say as I approach the bar tender he gives me a smile. More growl...
"What will it be today Chase" he says in a husky tone.
"Something strong" I say returning the smile. He laughs and after a minute slides a drink across the counter.
I sniff it and the sent of the alcohol burns my nose.
Damn seems strong enough I gulp it down leaving a 5$ bill on the table hoping that covers it and head to the dance floor in Search of Brooke and Matt. I find them grinding on each other, I laugh there was so much sexual tension there.I soon join in and for an hour it way perfect I felt free and was loving what ever Blake put in that drink.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My whole world then felt like it crashed down my whole body broke done in the blink of and eyes. I knew right away Jake was here and it was hurting me.
I look around frantically eyes wide until I see him. He was making out with a super hot brunette I couldn't take this.
I was about to sprint over and kill that girl when Mark and Brooke grabbed my arms holding me back."Let me fucking go" I growl at them slashing around getting more hurt, jealous and most of all angrier by the second.
"No you have to see this Chase this in what your doing to him it's only fair you get a taste of your own medicine" she growls back.
Mara was crying and I was hurting.
"Jake" I yell over our mind link.
He didn't stop now tongue was being added as she worked his hands up her shirt. I could tell he didn't want to do this, it was probable hurting him as well as me.
"Jake you can't do this Jake please stop" I whimpered begging him to stop a tear stinging my eyes.
"You think I fucking want to do this Chase I wouldn't have to if this wasn't the only way to get you to see that you want me... that you need me" he growled back over the link still not breaking that kiss.
"Jake I'm sorry please stop" it came crashing down on me all at once I did this, I deserve this.
I struggle in Mark and Brooke's hold even more as he started to massage her breasts.
"I wouldn't have to do this, it would be so much fucking easier if you would just fucking be mine already!" He yell getting so angry he pushes the girl away turning to face me from across the room his Angry gaze holding mine intensely.
I finally free for Mark and Brooke's hold in so much pain I couldn't bare to be there anymore.
I understood now, I did need him.
This game was over...
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Werewolf"Your drunk that's why your doing this!" He says more telling me then asking me dropping my hands. " I would still do this if I was sober" I laugh placing a hand on his cheek. "Your mine!" He growls pinning my hands above my hand pressing his body u...