My name is Elea my mum gave birth to me at a really young age. When I was born I thought that she was going to take care of me, that I was going to be her little angel, her gift from heaven, or even her daughter. She is my mum; I’m related to her, but she doesn't even acknowledge me, all I've been getting for the past sixteen years is how useless I am, and how she never wanted me, how I was a waste of space, and how I was a mistake. I kept ignoring her for the first few years, but then she got violent. She always said it was to teach me a lesson, but I never saw what she was teaching me, or what I was supposed to learn from her. She never once claimed me her daughter.
I was so exited at my first day of school, being able to get away from her shouting and her abusive words. She didn't hit me then, and I was so grateful for that. Being able to get away from that was the best thing ever! I was quite shy at first, but nevertheless I still had quite a few friends. I was really happy; going to school was the highlight of my day. Every thing started going pretty well, but that was until I entered high school. I thought it was going to be the same, stick with my friends and maybe even make new ones; but I was wrong, very wrong.
It was just like home but worst. I was bullied by almost every person in that school, and my friends either went to different high schools or bullied me. At the begging of my sophomore year there was this guy I had a crush on. His name was Logan, he didn’t know I had a crush on him, and I preferred it that way.
My mum got married and now I had a step dad and a step brother. I was kind of happy my mum had a man in her life; she still hit me, that didn’t change, just not in front of them. When I met my step brother, my life went from bad to worst. He always humiliated me in the worst ways possible, I would always end up crying, but he didn't even care.
Monday came round. It wasn’t just a normal Monday. It was the worst day of my life. I went to school as usual but a certain surprise was waiting for me as I got there, and it wasn't pretty.
There was an assembly that morning for the whole student body that I was supposed to give a speech for. I got up on the stage; I could see the clear view of the student body from where I was standing. As I was about to start my speech a noise came from outside, so the teachers that were in the assembly went to see what was going on. As I was about to start the speech, I got interrupted - again, but this time it was by Logan, my one and only Logan.
"Fire!" he shouted, and there it was. Eggs were fired at me from every direction. People laughing and pointing, calling me names. It was torture. I thought Logan was the one for me, I expected many things to happen from other people, but not Logan. It was so humiliating. I couldn't even move. The hard shell of the eggs hitting me was painful, very painful. There were tears in my eyes “Elea I just had to get my point straight that I didn’t like you, I mean someone like me with someone like you is just not normal. Aw are those tears in your eyes? Look what we've done! We made little Elea cry. Now we have another surprise for you!" I looked at him trying to figure out what was going to happen next. He pulled out a book, it was my diary. It couldn't happen it just couldn't, but it did. “Guys look what Elea here wrote about me, she just loves me so much, too bad she’s ugly: Your eyes are as beautiful as the sky, your smile makes me happy, and you make me happy. I love you Logan.” When he finished every one was laughing, and Logan was laughing too, and that was when I started running.
I could hear my step brother calling for me, there was probably another surprise waiting for me. I ran all the way until I reached home, after I washed my self, I went straight to bed; I was too stressed to even eat.
I woke up; I didn’t feel like going to school. After a few hours, my step brother came up to see me
“I’m sorry; I didn’t even know you were treated that way, I -” I cut him off
“Shut up, just shut up! You humiliate me every single time”
“You know I’d never do something as bad!”
“Right, because every thing you do is ten times worst, and you don’t even have a reason for what you keep doing to me, Logan does, and my mum does. You know what, don’t even talk to me. I’m done” I hated him so much at that point.
“Please don’t do this Elea”
“Just go! I hate you”
