Isabellas POV
I was practice my dance moves in the school gym with other girls. They never talk to me though. We were doing thirft shop by mackelmore. This was our dance. I'm the blonde in the front. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5aHoVL18Sc
3 HOURS LATER
We were done dancing and everyone went home. I stayed to practice more. When I was done, it was 4:00. I started walking home when I saw someone pull up next to me
"Need a ride" Kian said. I got into the car and we went home. Kian just asked how was dance practice and when my shoot is. Kian was the only one who knew about my self harm. He asked me if I had cut and I said no. He knew I was lying though. He told me to roll up my sweatshirt. I did and there was fresh new cuts. He hugged me and told me to stop. He doesn't understand that the word "stop" won't make me stop. He doesn't know that I am killing myself this weekend. Only 2 more days. We got home and Sam attacked me. Then I saw Jc and Ricardo sitting on the couch. I ran over to Jc and tackled him. He is seriously my best friend. But then I saw Elena in the corner of my eye. She glared at me and walked over to me. She slapped me right in the face. The guys just looked at me. Kian already saw in my eyes that I wanted to cut. Only 2 more days Isabella and you will be dead. Away. Gone. From this fucked up life. She then kicked me in my stomach and I fell to the floor. No one rushed to help me. They just sat there staring at me. Elena started laughing and walked back to Ricky. I got up and ran upstairs. Kian grabbed me by my waist and tried to hold me but I got out of his reach and ran upstairs. He ran after me and everyone looked at him weird. I ran into the bathroom and got a razor. I rolled up my sleeve and took off my braclets. I heard Kian banging on the door. All the guys ran upstairs. They were banging on the door as well. I took the razor and cut my wrist. One cut. Two cuts. Three cuts. Four cuts. Five Cuts. I was up to 9 cuts when they unlocked the door. Why did I forget about the key? Sam looked at me. Upset. Disappointed. Horrible. He started getting tears in his eyes. So did Jc and everyone else. I heard Elena laugh. "Haha. Attention Seeking much?" She said. They all looked at her. Only 2 more days Isabella. 2 more!
