𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑒𝓂𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝓇

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓻𝓶 ~ 𝓝𝓲𝓷𝓪

I start to wake up from the loud thunder. I'm so warm and comfortable I don't want to move. I snuggle into the warmth, only for it to hug me back. I slowly open my eyes to see that I'm laying on top of V. I try to get off of him but he hugs me tighter not letting me go.

"Stop moving" V says in this sexy as fuck voice.

"I need to get off you V" I say trying to get off him again just to fail.

"And why is that Nina?" Oh my god that voice.

"I'm heavy and I'm probably suffocating you"

"Nina, you are not heavy and you are not suffocating me." I know I'm heavy. My dad would always remind me at home that I need to stop eating so I can be somewhat skinny. It once even sent me to the hospital. Thinking about food. When was the last time I ate?

"I know I'm heavy. I've even been reminded" oh fuck. Should've kept my mouth shut.

"What do you mean Nina. Who's been telling you that?" Fuck fuck fuck. He sits up, pulling me with him so I'm straddling his lap.

"Nina" he says in a warning tone.

"It doesn't matter, I don't even want to talk about it" he nods. Does that mean he'll drop it?

"Look I know you'll open up when you're ready now I'm going to go make us some breakfast."

"No im ok thank you. Not a big breakfast person." I say. I would always get a drink from Starbucks for breakfast. Father wouldn't let me eat breakfast.

"Bambina, I wasn't asking. I was telling. You're going to have breakfast. It's like the most important meal of the day." It is? "Look if you're not going to eat anything. At least drink coffee or something" I nod to that. Fuck I really hope my father doesn't find me.

"Here's your phone" he says while passing me my phone. "Someone must've been desperate to reach you because your phone was going wild this morning." Inessa?

I unlock my phone to see messages from my dad

Father 🙄
Nina get your ass home.
This isn't fucking funny.
You're going to get the worst beating of your life when I find you.
I know you've left Russia.
You're a dead girl walking.
Enjoy this freedom because you'll never experience it again.

My face goes white.

Poppy🌹💄
Hey Nina your father is not with me right now. I promise. Stay where ever you are because he doesn't know. I just want to know that you're safe and ok. I hope you never have to come back here because I now know why you ran away. I'm so sorry you went through that and feared to tell me. I just want you to know that I'm always here for you if you need to talk. Xoxo
-Poppy

I love Poppy. She is the nicest woman ever. I feel so bad that she's going through what I was. V must have seen the way I've reacted.

"Nina are you alright? Do you need to go? I can drop you off if you need." I shake my head.

"I'm fine. Everything fine." I'm so scared. My dad is trying to find me. What if he does. He'll beat me till I die. All of a sudden I can't breathe. Am I having a panic attack? A heart attack? A stroke? What's going on? Am I dying?

"Hey, hey, hey. Breathe with my now" I hear V say while he put my hand on his chest. "Follow my breathing" he says so I try to. After calming down my breathing I can't help but break into tears. V wraps his arms around me.