Hope / Naruto Oc

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What is life?
Life is a system that can perform functions like breathing eating, metabolizing, excreting, moving, growing, reproducing and responding to external stimuli it's also defined as a period between birth and death.... This was the answer i gave to the question long ago to women i no longer remember... She laughed at my answer.... But now i think of it...

What is life exactly? I can't help but ask myself. How desperate can i be for revenge? Is it even worth it? How far can someone go to protect another? But does it matter to run after revenge or to sacrifice yourself to protect another when they will die when their time comes like every single one of us. Then why do people chase these things. Why do people fight? Why do people kill?
Why do people chase greed? Why do people always give big talks about right and wrong good and evil? When it's just ideology of people. I do what i think is right and you do what you think is right even though what i do may seem wrong to you but it is right in my eyes. If this is true. Then will there be ever peace or will it remain just a dream? Or will people continue to fight to prove themselves right.

Well life... Does it matter if we all are going to die someday nothing really matters then because once we die we will be forgotten one day it doesn't matter if we were a good or a bad person.... But because life is so short and fragile every thing, every second, every breath, every conversation seems so special because once it's gone it gone forever. Life is both meaningless and full of meaning.

But now come another question. If life is full of meaning then you shall cherish every moment. But once you get your desire and everything that life has to offer will life matter then? When you start seeing the cruel nature of life? How far will you go to protect another? How far will you go to protect a innocent child who has done nothing? What will you do when you are forced to fight? How far will you go.. how far am i willing to go?

Will i stand and fight to protect an innocent stranger? Or stand still on the sidelines thinking nothing matters?
Will i chase a imposible dream? Or get straight into fight? Will i fight with honour? Or run away like a lowly coward?
   
    Are you afraid now?
Am i afraid? No..

What will you do when evil chases your every turn? When there is always someone waiting for you to fall to the depth of the darkness? When there is always someone wanting to take everything from you? What will you do then? Will you say it doesn't matter we all are going to die? Or fight? How will you deal with it..?
War? Poverty? Loss? Pain? Disease? Death? Anger? Happiness? Envy? Revenge? Forgiveness? Sorrow? Or guilt?
When everything is mixed up in chaos will you simply accept it? Or do something about it? Or will you ignore it trapping yourself in you own darkness of ignorance?.
   
Well i don't know the answer. All this can make a person go insane or do the unthinkable.

Well.. if life was really meaningless then why does it matter that it is meaningless...

Life is not beautiful it is cruel it ruin life's but teaches us to stand alone. The world is filled will shattered heart's, broken promises, forgotten dreams along with lost memories....

Are dreams worth chasing? or are they like sand slipping away from our hands? 
   
When will you finnally stand? And say enough is enough? How much will you endure this unimaginable pain? How far will you go? Well everything seemd to helplessly falls apart like a house made of cards on a soft breeze of wind? When war starts? People die? When a Mother lose her son or a child becomes orphaned or a woman is widowed? Will i choose to fight for strangers with memories? Or stand still? Will i cry when you die? Or die protecting a mere memory? Will i cry? or will i love?.
 
Where will i be when everything falls apart like a withered flower that's falling apart?
 
But at the end does it matter because we will all die?
  
What will i do in this situation?.