Just Pretend

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Taehyung pov

When I woke up, the first thing I can see is the Ray of sun falling in my eyes, as I sit up on the bed and stretch my hands then I realise something, I was getting flashback of last night then I just turned my face to y/n, fuck we had sex last night she's still sleepin, oh my this should've not happened I said her we both will regret it and here I m regretting what what we did last night. Y/n was waking up slowly and gave a weak smile

Y/n: good morning

Tae: fuck your good morning

She quickly sits on bed looking all confused

Y/n: what happened you look upset

Tae: (grabs hair in frustration) y/n you know what we did last night

Y/n: (blushes) yeah I know

Why the heck is she blushing what we did was something illegal, we didn't make love I wanted to have sex with her when we actually date each other, but in  this case we are just pretending to date

Tae: see I told you last night that if we end up having sex we will regret it, and you know why did I say this because we are not real couples but a fake couple and this sex is not valid in this situation

Y/n: we both know how horny were we last night, we just ended up doing it now what can I do in that

Tae: yesterday when I went to take a shower I controlled myself very hard and came back to room but you just messed everything, if you wouldn't have come near me tried to make me horny again by just unknotting my bathrobe I swear we wouldn't have done it

Y/n: so you're saying it's all my fault

Tae: yeah and I mean it

I can see how upset she got, because what we did is not acceptable and I just want her to know that it's not right what we are doing. Getting intimate every moment makes me feel weak because I know and my heart knows that how badly I love her

Y/n: (tears in eyes) I m sorry taehyung I didn't know that you will be so upset about it

Tae: and please stop coming near me and make me feel like doing stuff with you, you're very pretty and hot which can provoke a man to a lot of stuff to you

I just left for the bathroom after a long conversation with y/n, I know she is hurt but I had to speak up if we again end up doing it, then I don't think we can ever come back from this sexual lust

End of pov

Taehyung and y/n both are very upset, iys obvious that tae wants only love sex with y/n not a kind of sex, which is only to satisfy his needs

Y/n pov

I m sitting on bed with tears falling off my eyes, never expected that taehyung hates when I m near him, I know last night we both got really weak which made us do all that stuff but I never wanted all this so quick specially when taehyung's upset about it

During breakfast

I made sandwich for us, I served taehyung his breakfast but I catch him looking at me

Tae: why aren't you ready yet we need to leave for office

Y/n: I m not coming today I feel a bit sick

Tae: oh is it because of last night

He eyes me and waits for my answer, he looks worried that what could be the reason for my illness

Y/n: no it's just I have headache

Tae: thankgod I got scared but if it hurts a lot please visit the doctor ok