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"I got a text "Kaylor screamed across the villa "and it's a video" she continues to explain.

The girls and I ran to her to see what the video said.

The first thing we saw was Aaron talking to a girl in Spanish.I immediately clocked what he said however the other girls didn't understand and it broke me seeing Kaylor cry.

The next clip was Kordell and a girl basically fucking in broad daylight purely because he could get away with it I looked at Serena and all I saw her do was laugh.. she simply laughed.

I thought the video was over but it showed one last clip of "my man " and a casa girl kissing in bed whilst he was in top of her.

All the girls looked at me and all I could say was " fuck him and his stupid lies ,I'm for real gonna pop off bro "

I watched the video again just so I could make sure I wasn't going crazy and sure enough I wasn't, the man was full of shit just like all my other ex's were.

Kaylor asked me to translate what Aaron said"he said he wanted to kiss her but didn't want to hurt someone else in the process " I replied with sympathy .

Kaylor was hysterical and I felt soooo bad because I never want to see anyone hurt .

"Kaylor listen to me that man doesn't deserve you if he believes he can do that just because you're not there he doesn't deserve you babe he doesn't ."

Eventually Serena and I made our way to the kitchen  where all the boys are and she starts popping off as she should.

" I'm so fucking done because I told him, I told him not to play with my heart im done with his bitch ass."she says with conviction ( ik she ain't say this exactly but let's pretend)

" These boys think cus we're not there they can do whatever like no , have some respect for yourself if not me you know what I mean."I follow up

"How do you feel though Amiyah?"Jacobi asked

" I'm vexed I'm just not showing it like this man has disrespected me to the deepest level after I've told you everything I went through you're still gonna play me like that I'm just not doing it anymore " I replied

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" I'm a very independent person and I know I'll get through it but it's like .....how many times am I going to have to go through it before I give up" I say crying

Back to the villa :

Leah ,JaNa, Serena and I are all sat having a conversation and they were asking me how I felt about the video

" I'll be fine but I don't wanna drag myself through the same shit again you know . I really liked that man and for him to do that shows me he doesn't care about me as much as I did him" I began to cry as the girls hugged me.

" Don't cry baby" Leah says.

" I've tried so hard to not shut off and  I've tried to be open and shit and now it's getting thrown in my face, he doesn't even deserve my tears the fucking cunt"

" You and Serena don't deserve this shit you guys have tried and yes it may have been a slower but that doesn't justify their actions "JaNa said and Leah nodded in agreement.

"I'm just going to sleep on it because he doesn't deserve my tears and energy" Serena said

" Yeah I agree Santè doesn't deserve anything from me not my time not my energy and definitely not my tears . Thank you girls for caring because without you guys I wouldn't be able to do this , I love you guys." I said tiredly

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That's the end of this chapter next chapter will be casa recoupling so we will see where that goes .

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Hope you liked it x

Love:A⭐️