Imprinting is not always right *Jacob Black*

You Can Have Him

I walk threw the aisle lookimg for ingredients that Emily sent me to get for the welcome back party for Rachel Black. Jacob's sister who is coming back from college. There are some girls who hate there ex-boyfriend and hate his family. I only hate Jacob, his father and sisters have no reason to be in our problems. There is one thing I hate. I will always say it with hatred but it's not true. I hate Jacob. That's a lie. I can't hate him. It's impossible for me to hate him. It's also impossible for me to stop loving him. What I told him about imprinting on him seeing him is all true. Life would be better if I never phased. If I never looked into his eyes. Now I know more then anyone what Leah felt with Sam. It's not something I like to feel.
I feel like Leah's keeping something away from me. I see it in her eyes as well as in her body language. When we are looking for Embry, or someone would bring him up. She would e terribly sad. These months that he has been gone Leah is back to the girl she was when Sam left her. Just with some differences. Leah dosnt smile much anymore, she doesn't laugh. She is always sad, depressed, getting mad easily. That is all proof that she is hiding something from me. I don't like it but I'm waiting for her to tell me when she thinks it's right. I push the cart into one of those places to pay that was barely opening.
I put the things in the car and drive to Emily's to drop the things off.
I carry the the bags inside and set them on the counter. "Here you go Emily." I tell her.
"Thanks Jessica. Are you going to stay?" She asks.
"No I got to go home and do a few things around town." I tell her.
"Okay then see you later." She says starting to cook.
"See you later." I say and walk outside. I walk to down the porch steps Jacob walks out of the woods, I walk by him. We don't say anything just look at each other and keep going our ways. Now we aren't friends, just strangers. Just someone I used to know.
I get in me torino and drive off. I stare out the dash board going into a daze. Do you know how there is always going to be that one person you can't get out of your mind no matter how hard you try? I feel that all the time, and that person I can't forget but want to is Jacob Black. Everwhere I go it reminds me of him. My phones ring tone brings me back into my car. I answer and set it on speakers.
"Hello." I say.
"Good after noon Jessica it's me Cheif Swan." He says.
"Hello Cheif Swan what can I do for you?" I ask him.
"Jessica last night an officer found who we think is Embry Call. He look like the guy in the picture just a few differences. He was driving the same car you had discribes to us. Can you please come and check this out?"He asks. They think theh have found Embry!
"Yes Charlie I'm on my way right now bye." I say.
"Bye." He says and I hang up. I make a turn and go to Forks. If that is Embry he is going to hear from me.

I run out of the car and into the police station. I stand at the front desk.
"How may I help you?" One of the officers asks.
"Jessica Lahote, I'm hear to see Charlie Swan." I tell him.
"Jessica come here." I look at the door and Charlie is standing right there. I move towards him and into his office.
"How is he?" I ask him.
"The officer that found him last night found him with this." He says taking out asks ziploc back contains a white substance, and another one that contains what looks like a cigarette. "Cocaine powder and crack cocaine." He says. I look at the bags infront speechless. "Did you know he consumed this?" He asks.
"No. Whenever he was with me and our friends he didn't and wasn't using that."I tell him."When you guys found him did you detect that he took that." I ask him pointing at the cocaine.
"Yes we did." He responds. "People say that Sam's group-"
"People say that we who are in Sam's gang/cult consume drugs, steroids, and that. But that's not true. Those are only rumors. But very little people on the rezervation now the truth." I tell him. "
"Okay, follow me." I follow him and we stand infront of another door. "You can go inside I'll be out here." He tells me.
"Charlie if that is Embry when can he leave?" I ask him.
"Probably today." He says. I open the door and facing a wall sits a man. I study him from behind. He looks like Embry exept for the hair and the clothes he is wearing. A jean jacket with dark skinny jeans. His posture just like Embry's. But there is really one way to now if it's him. Liking at his face and if he has the pack tattoo. I slowly walk to his side. He probably had noticed I'm here by now.
"Embry." I say. He looks at me slowly. It's him it's Embry. He stands up and moves fast over to me. He embraces me in a tight hug. "I missed you. We all missed you." I tell him hugging him tightly back.
"I'm sorry I left." He apologizes.
"Where have you been?" We sit down.
"I was around. I went to Oregon, Idaho, Washington, California, and Nevada." He responds.
"I'm glad you are back Em I missed you, and you missed a few events." I inform him.
"I did what have I missed. Tell me everything." He says like a girl. I chuckle.
"Fine but only if you tell me what you've been doing." I respond, he nods and I tell him everything. From Jacob going missing and him coming back to Rachel Black arriving today. Then he tells me about his adventures and about how he got the cocaine and consumed it to feel better. I could slightly tell the affect in his eyes and his face.