IK i want this profile to be a positive place but i have the urge to vent rn if that's oki with u guys :> i just feel so invaded of myself and i hate it so much like why can't i be normal. I think of those things i wanna get rid of them im scared of grown adults that's why i feel so safe with females my father literally sexually assaulted me when i was 3 and i remember the stuff he did. I remember where he brought in prostitutes and they would try to get me. I remember when he slept with another woman and cheating on my mom. I remember when he brought me into bars and I remember when he brought me to a random house filled with grown men and i was dressed in a overly dramatic pretty way. I was a toddler and i knew those looks from them weren't healthy. I really hate it i wish i could forget all the memories of him. I want to become innocent again. I wish i could feel that innocence. I wish i didn't feel so terrible. I wish i got better help. I wish He didn't treat me like that. I wish he would be a real father. I wish i could have had a happy family.
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Here's some pictures of a praying mantis i found on my mom's car to feel better :,>
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