The worst feeling in the world is watching someone slowly lose interest in you. That person you ever really imagined a future with. You made promises to be in each other's lives forever and now they are just empty words that will never mean anything. The conversations become less and less and you have to literally stop yourself from messaging them because it just makes you feel worse and now you feel like you are a bother. You used to talk for months straight and now it's been multiple days since any of you have said anything to each other. If you don't message first, you don't talk at all. You know where it's inevitably heading, but you are still trying to cling on to what is already gone because you can't bear to lose them, everything you do seems to be making it worse. The feeling in your chest gets heavier and heavier and the thing is-you can't make someone want you. You can't make them care if they have already decided that they don't want you anymore. The only thing left to do now is to let them go, even if it's really difficult. You are only hurting yourself by holding on. You've tried your best, and they didn't want you.
All people say:
I'm tired of life... Searching and hoping. I'm tired of people, giving all the best of my soul, I'm tired of enduring evil that never ends, I'm tired of fighting when in the end I gain nothing, I'm tired of walking on a road that has no end.
But no one thought that everything in life is decided and no one can change it, your destiny is decided the day you came into life, you relax on a plane not knowing who the pilot is, you relax on the train not knowing who the driver is, why don't you relax even in life knowing that you are in God's hands and no one can change this fact.
The road is not easy, but don't give up, wherever you are, whatever you do, do it for your own sake and that of others, the world needs good deeds and we can do them.
We can be heroes, we can rise even if we fall, we can fight even the greatest evil, we can excel, we can feed every soul, warm every heart because the reason is LOVE.
I understand that it hurts when you think that someone else will have the person that you pray every night to be a part of your life, but believe me, you are only hurting yourself if God separated you, he saw something that you did not see and simply He sent that person away for a purpose that only he can know, always believe in his plans, he is never wrong. There will come a moment when you will understand that something inside you is broken and will never be fixed, don't try in vain it's just useless, waste your time instead of spending it on things that make you happy.
Love someone mature enough to say "let's fix this problem" instead of acting like a child and ignoring you, no girl deserves to wake up and feel like she's not good enough for someone or something, no one is busy the whole time , it happens only out of interest and priority.
Trust me you can learn a lot just by being quiet and watching.
Just think that you're good enough to be someone's secret or even their second choice.
People say: "Find the good people and leave the bad ones" while I say: "Find the good in people and ignore the bad because no one is perfect".
Everyone makes mistakes, mistakes are for humans,the one who forgives is confident,we don't need anger, it just gives us tears, everyone in this world has periods of badness, but that doesn't mean we have to break up whenever we get bored, but decide a smile on the face and in the heart, and show how much you value a girl.
You know what an old man said one day: "Expressing your feelings to a person is like bleeding in front of a shark" who understood it well, who didn't will say that you shouldn't express your feelings without knowing the person well because they can be misused.
In this life I have understood a lot, I have understood that no pain lasts forever just like happiness does not last, I have understood that goodbyes sometimes have no words but only hugs, I have understood that no love story starts or ends the same, I have understood that it hurts, I realized that the desire to live is bigger than the universe, I realized that love makes me lose myself, I realized that love makes me find myself.These stuff are all about LIFE and the meaning of it,we have to believe in God so that we can live life without worries,praying makes u feel hopeful. Sacrifice life, only sacrifice , I want to see how you fight, how you succeed, how you struggle, how you get tired for it and then life will reward you with the most expensive genes, but no one knows that except God, treat everyone with kindness that person may be suffering inside but put a smile on your face as if nothing happened, be strong for your family, your parents because they want a successful child not one who cries all night for someone who got away and let it go, sometimes people leave and we have to accept this fact, but after every person who leaves, maybe they come back telling you that they have changed, but people don't change, you will never find the real person, not even in the same person, so just keep moving forward for everything there is a solution just be directed by God for everything and continue with your plan without thinking about what will happen in the future live life while you are alive because when you are no longer in this world think differently when you hurt a person, especially a woman, her tears are written as a sin to you, a woman's tears are very important, value her love and respect her, don't play with them, just because you know that it is easy to manipulate, nothing is perfect, a person has defects, look at their heart and how much they love you, not the outward appearance and appearance.
Just as we accept the weather that changes, the wind that blows, the hurt that we have,women must also accept them as they are, I think that women are not meant to be understood but to be loved, a woman is respected because you're born from a woman, a woman is your mother, a group is slaughtered for you "Brother", you will spend your life with a woman and a girl will give you the name "Father". The woman or woman is sacred and their heart never hurts, they love with their heart and they never say the word "I love you" without feelings. and life without them has no meaning.
Do you know sometimes you have to make a decision that will break your heart but will give peace to your soul.Your life isn't yours if you always care what others think,sleep is also hard when you can't stop thinking no need for overthink you have to have the mindset that people will come and go the right ones will stay.
It's hard to turn the page when you know someone isn't in the next chapter but the story must go on...
