The broken past 💔 !

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Ten days passed after their reception .
Siddhi and rudra had to join therefore their honeymoon got postponed for their first month marriage anniversary. Also there was Rudra's maa -baba 's death anniversary which he performed every year .

In this 10 days both of them were totally involved in work siddhi used to leave and rudra used to come late !
But siddhi used to make sure to wait for him at night to have dinner together and rudra used to make sure to wake up to early to have breakfast with her before she leaves .

The work of anathashram was also started by abhay .
Both of them rarely got time to make visit . While priyu and Kashi join their works but samarth's flight got cancelled and after that he got some work there so he stayed for few more days. But he denied to live in abhay's house ( as siddhi was near and front of his eyes ) so he stayed at a nearby hotel .

 But he denied to live in abhay's house ( as siddhi was near and front of his eyes ) so he stayed at a nearby hotel

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It's been atleast 15 days of our marriage but from last 2 days raja sa 's behaviour is quite different. His face is dull and the way he talks with me , or flirts he didn't did that . But what is disturbing him . I know there is maa - baba ' death anniversary soon but more then sadness there is some restless feeling but what is it?

I came back from work and went towards dada's room . I have to know what is bothering him and only dada's can help . I want to ask him but I don't know I felt like I should ask dada first .

I knocked dada sa's door . He called me inside . I went inside and touch his feet . He the asked me to sit and i sat in front of him .

Dada sa- yes beta you have anything to ask ??

"Yes dada sa i am really tensed about Raja sa he is not okay from two days I know something related to maa sa And baba sa is bothering him . " I asked hoping for some answer.

Dada sa- I knew you will get it . I see why loves you so much because no one was able to see it in this 15 years and trust me not from two days he is not fine from 15 years ! ( With sadness )

After that whatever he tell me shake me to the core . Why why such things happened to him ? Now I understood why he hates going inside temples because he have lost faith due to such incidents!!

And i can't say he is totally wrong . He was 15 why God did such things ?
I have to talk to him . He have to let that things come out !!

I walked towards my room but he was not there I checked the whole room but he was nowhere. But i know he is at home only . Suddenly my attention went towards the room in our floor which always remain closed . I know that is maa sa- baba sa ' s room as vivan has said .
I walked towards the room and entered the room as the gate was open . But the room was totally dark only a moon light was coming because of which I can see raja sa . Seating in the ground in front of maa sa and baba sa ' s picture while leaning to the wall . I can't I can't see him like this .

I locked the door and walked towards him and sat beside him . I know the moment I entered the room he was aware of my presence.

"Raja sa" i said with a great difficulty.

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