Glimpse of love[SVT OS Collage][ships]

Feelings 2

Sorry everyone

This OS was fully available on my old account but when I was transferring my storys I accidently deleted the second part from my clipboard

But if you guys say I can try writing the whole second part again it just won't be the same

[I FOUND IT😭😭😭😭][Enjoy]

[Very important note - read the os slowly to feel every line]

From the moment of their entrance to their exit the hours were colorful with lights,cheers,malody,comedy,screams and of course a lot of

AJU NICE~es

Then

And a man's incessant attempts to resist himself from looking at that one pale, cheerful member who's smile gives his heart that heavenly feeling he immensely crave for but his consciences don't want to admit it.

Since the concert ended the older's brain started to get hazzy, hazzy with thoughts he understood that the feelings are overpowering him his ability to resist is decreasing day by day

"What is happening? Uhm (in a tone of disdain) I shouldn't pretend to myself, I know what's happening don't I? But how all of a sudden-" the about thirty man roughly bumped into the very tall tanned man who was walking forward with him

"Hyung? Are you ok?"the giant man said catching other members attention of the makeup room "nothing I think I am a little too tired I should go to my room, I think I need some rest *sighing*" Everyone was a little confused but agreed.

"For so many years I have been trying not to fall for anyone, I don't want to drag my group into any scandal, but looking at where things are going if I don't restrain myself as soon as possible so many obstruction will generate against our group, I just don't want to fight with society and numerous people that will stand against us but- " he closed his eyes the thoughts deepened in his head

He was comfortable, sitting on a sofa of his hotel room with a glass of half filled whiskey in his hand, a red and blue mixed mild light was lighting a little part of the room

*Cringg cringg*the doorbell rang

He jerked his head "Come in, the door is opened" he shouted expecting room service but right after he finished those words his eyes widened, backbone straightened normally that figure give him a heavenly soothness but this time a bunch of confusion,fear and nervousness gathered around his mind

"Enjoying all yourself hah? *in a playful tone* why are you not enjoying our company anymore? *pouting* the younger closed the door walked to the sofa and sat down beside the older

"give me a glass" processed to take one from the table himself

His blue baggy jeans and white T shirt with a little messy hair was making the older dive into that phase again but the other emotions wasn't letting him

"Why you are here?Mingyu said you guys are going to a bar tonight!"

"Yah but I thought something is really off with you I noticed you keep zoning out nowadays today also before out concert remember? We were sitting close"

The older tried to cracked smile "No nothing it's just-" the alcohol started kicking in his mind was being even more hazzy not knowing what to say he was already in so much pressure and now he don't know felt like a pressure cooker?!

"Nothing? But the way your behaviors doesn't portray it, I have seen you zoning out looking at me almost for like 10 times now and you just-" his hands gripped the half filled glass of whiskey forcefully

The older understood that the atmosphere of the room is unbearably changing

"Chan, -it's just some thoughts keep coming in my mind I can't remove them-" he said hurrily then stopped cause the figure in front of him was suddenly giving him a stable stare since he gliched on his last statement

The older's blood pumping machine was pumping his bloods too loud that his body started shaking "Did he? No-no"

"Hyung- you always zoned out looking at me right? I mean I never seen you zoning out looking at others I thought about this before but the thoughts were stupid so I kicked them out but by looking at you right now the thoughts are coming back in my mind, hyung, are you fine?" The youngest said with a rigid but mixed with affection tone looking straight into the older's face"

The older's face went all red almost shattering "Chan I think we should talk about this tomorrow for today let's end our conversation here"*trying to bring up a cool tone*

"Cheol hyung, *with a stiff voice looking straight into the older's eyes* if you don't tell me I think I have to find out myself I hope this will not hurt you after all this years of knowing me"

Within a second the young blood almost slammed the glass on the table leaned towards his leader crashing their lips together with force

Cheol's heart jumped out after his brain possessed the situation he is in right now he jumped up from the sofa grabbed the table to prevent himself from falling on the ground

Chan was was looking at him, panting and grabbing Cheol's another hand, how could he let him fall?

Then looked straight into the older's eyes 

"I think you just want to run from the truth hyung"

Tears busted out from the older's eyes "I am sorry, I am sorry for putting you in this situation" he fell down on the ground on his knees discarding how much painful it is

Chan grabbed both of his arms within a second pulling him on the couch 

He brushed the older's fangs backwards which was covering his face chan cupped his sobbing face and pressed their lips together again

cheol again moved back

"but what about you?You didn't even know about my feelings" Putting his right hand on the younger's left cheek

Time slowed down

"Don't think about me hyung, You already loved me for these many years maybe this kind of love is a little different, How many people in this world get the chance to feel the real love from someone? I don't want to waste it because of my hesitation" his voice sounded so soft so mild like he was ready for this situation his voice was calming down the older's turbulented blood,

With his words the two figure moved more closer, their forehead pressed to each other those pretty skins touched again this time nobody backed up two faces kept grinding against each other, their brains loosing the sense of the outer world, connecting their hands the scene kept lingering for- who knows how many hours, minutes or seconds

Right or wrong? Anyone accepts or not? No, nothing came in their mind,

maybe there was something in that whiskey

Or not......

[Thank you for reading ]

[The story doesn't seem complete in this point this should have been a long story instead of a os]

[Gosh it's 3:40am, I was determined to finish this today]