chapter 5

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Nkosikhona

Seven months. It felt like an eternity and no time at all since Ayanda and I had stood before our families, exchanging vows that seemed more like chains than promises. Our marriage, pushed by our parents in the hope of stability for the unborn child, felt like a farce. I tried to make it work, I really did, but the whispers in my mind about the baby's paternity were relentless.

Every day I watched Ayanda, searching for signs of deceit. Was she hiding something? My gut twisted with suspicion, a constant reminder that something was off. I couldn't shake the feeling that I was living someone else's life, one built on lies.

Eventually, desperation drove me to hire a private investigator. I needed the truth, no matter how much it hurt. When the investigator confirmed my fears-that Ayanda was still seeing Sipho, my former best friend-it was like a punch to the gut. Betrayed by the two people I should have been able to trust the most.

I couldn't live like this, drowning in doubt and anger. So, I demanded a DNA test. Ayanda reluctantly agreed, her hesitation only stoking the flames of my unease. Each day waiting for the results was a torment. I was on edge, haunted by a truth I couldn't yet confirm.

When the results finally came, they shattered what little hope I had left. The baby wasn't mine. I stared at the paper, the words blurring through the haze of my disbelief. How could she do this? I thought as anger surged through me. I had been ready to embrace fatherhood, to build a future together. But now, that future was in ruins.

I called Ayanda, my voice steady despite the storm of emotions inside me. We needed to talk, face to face. At the restaurant, I found her waiting, anxiety and defiance etched on her face. I slid into the seat, the tension between us almost tangible.

"I got the DNA results," I said, skipping pleasantries and tossing the envelope onto the table. "Care to explain this?"

Ayanda glanced at the envelope, then back at me. Her composure cracked as she whispered, "Nkosikhona, I can explain-"

I couldn't hold back. "Explain what? That you've been lying to me? That you're still seeing Sipho?" My words were sharp, edged with the pain of betrayal.

Her eyes filled with tears, but my anger was a fire that wouldn't be quenched. "I trusted you, Ayanda. I was ready to be a father, to build a life together. How could you do this to me?"

She looked down, unable to meet my gaze. "I was scared," she admitted. "I didn't know how to tell you. I thought if I had more time, I could figure things out."

"You are sleeping with my best friend," I said, my voice raw with hurt. "You betrayed me in the worst possible way."

Her silence was deafening, and I felt the weight of her betrayal settle over me like a suffocating shroud. My heart hardened, the trust I'd given her shattered beyond repair.

"I can't believe you," I said, pushing my chair back and rising. "I thought you were different."

"Nkosikhona, please," Ayanda pleaded, reaching out, but I stepped away, shaking my head.

Without another word, I walked out, leaving Ayanda with her tears and the mess she'd made. As I left the restaurant, a mix of anger and grief overwhelmed me. The future I'd envisioned crumbled, leaving me adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

I went straight to my apartment, I tried to drown my emotions in alcohol, pouring drink after drink to numb the pain of betrayal. Calls from my family and Ayanda went unanswered, my phone buzzing persistently as I drank late into the night, trying to escape the chaos in my mind.

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In the early hours of the morning, the scene in Ayanda's apartment turned tragic. She was found dead with a gunshot wound to her forehead. The chaotic state of her home suggested a struggle, and neighbors reported hearing loud noises earlier.

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