Lovely Imprisonment of love - Madoka magica (Madoka x Homura)

Repulsing with regret - Chapter 6

Homura POV
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Another day of school, I felt a-weary as the nightmares kept occurring... I was avoiding everyone at this point even Madoka-san...

I walked inside the classroom, bowed down to the teacher and sat in my assigned seat...

I glanced at Mami-san talking to Madoka-san, it seemed normal so I didn't think much of it.

✰"Homura Akemi-san, would you like to come up and calculate the area of the circle by 13 cm??"✰

I looked at Sensei Kazuko and nodded my head tiredly. I got up to the board and I started having a Slight headache...

I wrote the formula down but I slipped up...
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✰"Oh, not quite Akemi... it's A ≈  530.66 Cm"✰

(That's the Canadian way to do it DONT ATTACK ME)

Shit... I fucking made a fool of myself in front of my classmates...

✰"May I go to the bathroom Sensei Kazuko?" ✰

✰"Ah, sure Akemi-san"✰

I walked out of the classroom while rubbing my forehead furiously, I genuinely wanted to rip my hair out for embarrassingly making a mistake like that...

✰"Homura... are you okay?"✰

Hitomi rushed over to me worried

✰"Yes, I'm fine Hitomi-san. No need to worry about me"✰

✰"You looked like you hadn't been sleeping properly for days..." ✰

Hitomi looked concerned

✰ "It's fine... I'm nothing special anyway" ✰

I just walk away from Hitomi-san feeling more miserable than ever. But... I then saw Madoka-san walk out of the class very flustered, making me wonder if Mami-san said something embarrassing to her

I was too frustrated with myself to even question It more, so I just went to the rooftop to get fresh air...
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✰"Is... is this my karma for what I did to Sayaka-san"✰

I muttered to myself looking around to see if anyone was near but the coast was clear.

I felt... really bad for giving Madoka-san the cold shoulders... But I just can't bear to think what she may think of me if she were to find out that it was me...

✰"Shit, I wished I brought cigarettes with me..." ✰

I cursed under my breath...

✰"Hey..."✰

I turned around immediately and saw Kyoko-san standing there very dishevelled

✰"What brings you here Kyoko-san...?"✰

✰"I... I'm just fucking tired of Mami not believing me... SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW IMPORTANT SAYAKA-CHAN WAS TO ME..."✰

Kyoko-san lachrymose with the situation and she hid her face in her arm... I didn't know how to feel right now as I'm just conflicted with emotions...

✰"Don't tell anyone about this... but I- liked Sayaka-san for a while now, but when I knew she liked a boy, I just let it be... I just didn't think that Sayaka-san would leave this earth before I could even... confess, after when she told me about the heartbreaking news of Kyosuke-kun liking Hitomi-san..."✰

Kyoko-san's tears shed harder as she trembled.

✰"AM I JUST NOT MEANT TO BE HAPPY!?" ✰

My eyes rose a bit at Kyoko-sans harsh words, our hair flowing in the wind as we spoke. I just let out a huge sigh...

✰"Kyoko..."✰

I never really do this but I went up to hug her, Kyoko-san's eyes went wide as she tore up even more...

✰"I'm sorry... you probably view me as weak now-"✰

✰"Not necessarily, crying is a great stress reliever to let out in situations like this... Even I cry sometimes okay..." ✰

I averted my eyes flusteredly as I felt very sheepish admitting that

Kyoko-San smiled for a bit and pulled away from the hug.

✰"Thanks, for listening to me... even though imma cry again when I get out of school grounds"✰

She wipes away her tears

✰"Anytime Kyoko-san..."✰

I smiled a bit, as I was starting to feel very compunction right now....

✰"Mind if I chill with you for a bit?" ✰

Kyoko-san looks down on the roof beside Me

✰"Alright fine, but we should head back before Sensei Kazuko worries about us"✰

Kyoko-san let out a soft nod and enjoyed the soft breeze with me, almost like feeling Sayaka's presence which honestly creeps me out...

✰"Oh, and I'm very sorry for how the math went when you went up the board" ✰

Kyoko-san muttered

✰"It's, fine I suppose..."✰

I shrugged, Mainly enjoying looking out the rooftop while having the wind flowing through my hair...
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