Title - Rajvanshi's Bhau

7. she deserve to be loved



Sidharth came back early in the morning, I was slept at that time.
I heard water running from bathroom due to that sound I woke up.

I took out clothes for Sidharth from the wardrobe and went to the guest room to freshen up

because I know that he will not be happy to see me in the morning, that's why I came there.

I know, my heart. It pains even thinking about it, but what can we do, this is destiny, brother, you know that.

Its okk let go for daily routine.
I prepared breakfast for everyone and after sometime everyone came for breakfast when I see Sidharth after so many days I want hug him tightly like there is no tomorrow but I know I can't.

It's a long time when I hug anybody last time I hug my mother at my vidaii time. She is the only person in my life which I do hug with her.

But here no is. Sometimes I want that somebody hug me tightly I want cry, I want protection, I want care and I want love

Shit (I slap my mind) kya sochti rhti hu m ye mera dil mujhe hmesha bhekata Hai why u can't accept this truth.

Let's go for work then after doing all house chores I go to my college.

When I came home after finishing my business trip and you can say mafia business (Don't think that I am in mafia, it's just for some people who deserve my mafia face).

I saw everyone was sleeping, then I went straight to my room and as expected Ruhanika was sleeping, I directly went to the bathroom to freshen up because it was 5 am in the morning, so I could not sleep.

while taking a shower, the thought of my marriage came to my mind, our marriage has been completed for 3 years and even today our beach is same as it was on the first days of our marriage.

I know, I have kept Ruhanika away from me which is good for her because I don't believe in these attachments.

when she sleeps i came to my room and I go before she gets up and I also go on business tours because of which she came to know that I don't want to get involved in this marriage.

Yes, she is my responsibility and I am fulfilling her duties completely. I gave her my card but she refused. She said that she earns enough money for pay to her own expense.

Initially, I felt that all these girls are like greedy and gold digger because who want to married an arrogant person who dont believed in love ,Who would marry aperson like me?

I knew that I would never be able to love her but she is different, she never expected anything from me nor did she ever ask for money. Even though she mostly works at home, I know all this is wrong, also dadi said no to her for doing these home chores as we have chefs and maids cz our house ladies do not do house chores not my mother nor Advika. she still does it I don't know whether she is like this or she is just showing it but it's been 3 years now, who shows off so much but then why did she marry me, this question is still in my mind.

Because Whatever I have known about her, she is a good girl. She deserve to be happy or she deserve to be loved. Why she do thi loveless marriage. I have my problems to do this marriage Because of dadi's emotional blackmail. She know I can't deny her that's why she forced me in this marriage otherwise I never did marriage to anyone

but what was her compulsion that she married me.

Then i pushed these thoughts away cz its not time to focus on i also have some important work to be finished forever. I got freshen up and saw my clothes are already on bed like always I got ready and go for breakfast then we all did breakfast.

After that I got up for going company par dadi said that she wants talk to me and also she shout on me for my behavior in my marriage ahhhh I groaned again this topic.

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