Five Hargreeves and me

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙾𝚗𝚎

I wake up in the middle of the night bathed in sweat.
Another fucking nightmare.
Even though old man Reginald is dead he won't let me sleep in peace. I never had a real father and I don't plan on ever calling him that, he doesn't deserve that recognition as a father.

I get up from my bed. Empty alcohol bottles are in my way and I push them aside with my foot. My head is spinning terribly as I walk towards the bathroom, leaning on walls for better support.

My apartment is very small and simple I don't need anything more, for someone who lives alone, it should be enough.
I don't know what exactly my siblings do, I have no contact with them. From now on all of us will live our own free and carefree lives.
Yes, that's what it should be, for me at least, carefree and happy but instead I'm still trapped in myself and this terrible past.

I don't trust anyone anymore because that's exactly what Sir Reginald taught us all, to trust no one and not allow other feelings that have nothing to do with anger or strength.
Only weak people are guided by their hormones, the so-called "love" but who needs that? At least not me but maybe my other stupid siblings.

Arrived in the bathroom, I wash my face with cold water and then take a few tablets for the severe headache. I'm not an alcoholic, not a fucking idiot who gets drunk almost to death every day like Klaus, but sometimes it's okay for me to drink a few bottles.

But I can understand Klaus, I understand each and every one of my siblings. We are different and deal with our terrible past in our own ways but in the end we are all the same. Broken. That connects us, it has become a part of us and it will probably stay that way forever.

I wish I could just jump back into my bed or between rooms now, but I've lost that ability to, just like my siblings lost their superpowers.
What I miss most is my superpower to jump through time and space, I never thought I would miss it.
But here I am now. Alone. And that's exactly what I need. No one around me to distract me.
It's time to accept our fate. I'm a completely normal young man now, which is unfortunately difficult to accept but that's how it is.
I walk unsteadily back into the bedroom and try to go back to sleep.

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Ahhh, my first chapter is out!!!
Are you as excited as I am? =D
(Especially the final fourth season is coming out in a few days!)
Who is your favorite character?