sour sweet. danielle marsh. 𖦹

it tastes acid (1)

"It means we're going to flop, doesn't it?" I said sarcastically on call with my older sister.

"No stupid, logic says so, your debut song is obviously not going to be in first place during the entire promotion, unless you're are some kind of BTS or something," Seori said mockingly. "Also, two weeks leading is not bad at all, not to mention the first win, some groups get their first win until their second or even fifth year of making music, I think it's a good thing for you all."

"You don't understand sarcasm" I rolled my eyes. "Still, you know I never liked being in second place-"

"Well you have to get used to it, it seems that NEWJEANS is here to stay, they have a good concept, and the girls are very pretty."

"I couldn't tell you, I didn't see the video, it's not like I'm interested, you know, the idol life has me too busy!" I said with an obvious sarcastic tone.

"haha, how funny..." she sighed "But yeah, since we're talking about pretty girls..."

"I know where this is going, yes Seori, I know that one day I'm going to fall in love, blah blah, it's not like I haven't done it before" I said while grabbing a small snack from the refrigerator.

"Listen to me Songri, now that you have a life even more exposed than it already was, I have to warn you of how difficult this can be. To fall in love or things like that, you have to be too careful with it."

"Oh, and who do you think I'm going to fall in love with?" I said while eating.

"Well, I don't know that, but I do know that it will eventually happen, and even more so now that you are going to be surrounded by pretty girls, when it happens to you, you are going to feel nervous every moment that you are around her... Or he! Who knows?" She laughed as she said the last thing, I just made a sound of dissatisfaction. "Another thing is that you are going to feel butterflies in your stomach and a feeling in your heart that is quite indescribable, I tell you this because it has happened to me several times."

"Damn ridiculous stories, I have to go to the company anyway, there's an event" I sighed to end the call.

While I was changing my outfit my mind began to fill with all the ridiculous things that Seori said, she has experience, and she is right too, I more than anyone else am fully aware that her life as an idol has been full of crushes, what if. ..if it happened to me? I sighed and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked good even without makeup, I laughed at my own thought. I was wearing an outfit that consisted of a loose blue shirt (K.Seoung's representative color), black jorts with a gummy bear design, one black sock and the other white, and finally some white tennis shoes. It wasn't the same outfit I wore in the MV but it maintained the concept.

As I walked out of the locker room, I saw Xiao wearing a red shirt (his representative color) with a yellow dragon design, a handwarmer in his right hand, black pants, and red shoes.

"Ah, Seongri, there you are" He smiled. "The makeup artists are looking for you, the event at Inkigayo starts in an hour"

"Yeah, okay," I smiled back, and I couldn't help but feel a little nostalgic as I walked to the salon where the makeup artists were. I met Xiao when he was 11 years old, but I saw him for the first time when I was 7, and he has grown up too much, even his korean accent has improved a lot.

When I arrived at my destination I saw Hanbin just getting up from the chair, indicating that he was ready. He was wearing a orange sleeveless zipper sweater (his color) and a white short-sleeved shirt inside it, he was wearing slightly baggy ripped jeans with white Converse sneakers and black and yellow striped socks, which gave the illusion of being little bees.