HATE YOU

Heart broken

I am sorry but i don't think i survive more in this world,,,,,,

I am not joking 😞

from staring of my birth i was weak , my family don't want me and wish for my death but god want me to suffer in this fuvking world

i am 18 year old but in these years no one love me like i want just treat me like i am a thief not any love , care , just hate and hate

why always me , i try to fight but now i can't take it anymore

they always blame me for everything like small mistake and their harsh word kill me from inside

i want a friend who hearer me but i get bitchi friend, they are devil

i get bully and i am depressed now i am facing worst side of my family

everyone laugh on me because i am not beautiful like other girls,  i were old fashion cloths, never talk with boys don't have my personal phone

more emotional than other ok i except i  am a cry baby, i  easily get emotional in the same way Caring, i never say an harsh word to anyone because It's hurt like someone killing you

in this week i face some bitch's

My college student laugh and make fun of me become i were old fashion cloths, i not pretty and dramatic like other girl and my friends joined them instant of me ,

My mother shout on me like everyday

I sleep after crying  every night
Or more i  am scared two day ago one boy try to touch me and you know what , when i shout for help some man take the boy side , i was shock like i never expect anything from these peoples

In these years i get all pain but my heart hurt like hell

I write this while crying  my heart out , i want to tell this because i can't hide it , it's herd , so herd

Thanks for the love you give me  and everyone who reade and vote in my story's and also who comment you all are angles for me

I wish YOU all leave happy and better life not like me

Ones again i try to fight  but my heart can't take it anymore ,but i know you all will be disappointed from me ,why i am writing this, haa i  don't know just want to write about me

You all know how much hurt i am and if someone think i am i am an attention sneaker then you are free because everyone call me this time you can  

It's hurt when your family hate you people laugh at your weakness, no one come to wipe my tears

No one ask me if i  am ok or not they are selfish like greedy for money

Thanks allot for your love 🤗❤️

🥲 My brother asking me why i  am crying , like he don't know

My angles i wish to meet you all

BTS is best thing of my life and they motivate me and specially RM , love yourself, if it's not come i will be gone a long time ago

And Jungkook you are one of an amazing beautiful person i meet
Your smile your cute giggled always warm my heart and you are reason that i smile everyday

I want to meet bts , want to express how much i love them , they are my saviour and my motivation 

Can someone ease my pain please tell me if you know something

i want to know your opening for my story for me

Please if you can

stay  happy And always keep smile  🥰☺️

Ignore if you are uncomfortable to talk with me

bye  bye