Chapter 1

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Lillianna's POV

*beep, beep, be-*
Oh, it's 5 already. I get up and out of my bed and walk to the bathroom. After that I change into my school uniform and go down to the dining room. Now I'm eating the regular, caviar w/ brosquettes and butter. I wonder why I never get tired of this, I should try something new. Hmmm, why does dad look surprised? "What?" I asked, then suddenly, he laughs at me. What the- he's acting weird today. He suddenly asks me, "Why are you wearing that?" What does he mean? I always wear this everyday, obviously because this my school uniform. He probably realized that I didn't know what he was talking about and so he said with a creepy grin on his face, " Lily, we're going back to the Philippines."

What. The. Heck. The Philippines? Have I really been there? I wonder what happened there that made my dad do that creepy grin. * remembers the grin* *shivers* sooo creepy 😱 that doesn't suit him at all. " Oh, it seems that you've forgotten. Don't worry, we weren't there that long so it's okay if you've forgotten about the Philippines, " dad said to me with a less creepy smile. Why was he so happy? I wonder... " Come on, it's time to leave. We don't want to delay this flight, now do we?" Dad said with a pleased tone. Sti~ill clueless. " Hey, is mom coming?"I ask, his smile suddenly faded. What? She's not coming :'((( "You know your mom is really busy. She doesn't really have the time to join us but soon she will, I promise." I smiled sadly. Why oh why is she sooo busy all the time this is making me sad 😢

We entered our private jet and soared in the sky. I don't know why but even though I feel depressed because mom isn't coming, I wonder why I feel so... Thrilled.

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I feel..... Weird. I suddenly have mixed emotions right now and I don't know why. Right now we're in a place that's supposed to be our "old house" but it doesn't seem so old, it actually looks brand new but our house in America is waaaay bigger than this. I enter the house and suddenly, I felt a force dragging me to a certain place. I look around the halls and I see this lonely room. Even though the door has lots of colors painted in it, the meaning is quite sad, it's like it's saying "I'm lonely, someone please save me," I didn't know that I was actually this lonely when I was a kid.

*hears footsteps coming closer*

*turns around*

"Oh, it seems you've found your old room. It's probably because it's the only place with different colors of paint on it." I knew it, I'm soooo good at guessing 😁 I suddenly feel drawn to the room and so I entered. I entered the room and I saw... A regular room, nothing unusual, there's just a lot of paintings and old instruments arrange in a nice manner. I looked around and my dad entered too and he suddenly said to himself, "So~ much memories" but it was enough for me to hear it. " Starting today, this will be the room your staying in. Don't be afraid to look around because this is your current room now." And so I did look around. I looked at the vanity, the previous paintings... Oh, this painting isn't done, it still looks incomplete... Fineee I'm gonna paint, just because I can't leave this unfinished.

*starts to paint*

Oh I'm doooone~ now it looks complete 😁 "Oh yeah, you're starting your school tomorrow at X Academy. Don't be late on your first day of school"

Me = stunned

We just moved and I have classes right away. Oh well~ it's not like I can oppose my father because he can get scary sometimes and he does not look good when he's mad or being opposed. A happy man is a frighteningly scary man when he gets mad. I look around again because right now, I have nothing to do. It's not like I'm gonna study because I have school tomorrow since I know almost everything because before, I didn't go to school cause of some problems and so I had to learn everything at a young age so there's nothing to learn anymore except about life. So I am currently looking at different things, playing my old instruments and checking my closets. Ooo, something interesting and sparkly is on the floor of my closet. I open the sparkly box and I see a diary like notebook, probably mine since I used to live here and there's also a necklace that looks soooo adorable. I tried it on and it looked soooo cute so I think I'm gonna wear this tomorrow, teehee. I'll read this diary later and- oh! There's a title uhmmm it says... Part 1 of my lonely life.... I was such a lonely girl, I pity my young self, suffering loneliness at a young age boohoo, don't worry young self, I'm not like that anymore, " I won't become lonely!" Oops! I said it out loud, this is sooo embarrassing 😳 I hear some people chuckling, uuuuuugh, why must I be sooo embarrassing and why are there people waiting outside my room???

*knock knock*
Maid- "Madam, it's time to eat"
Me- "Okay, thanks" *smiles*
*closes the door*

So that's why there were people. But still, that's sooo embarrassing. *grumble grumble* alright, time to eat.

-----fast forward to evening(after dinner)---------

Ok, now I'm gonna read what's in the diary. *opens notebook* oh, all I see are paintings, probably symbolizing my young self's loneliness *flips page... Stops at one page* oh this seems like I gained something and there're writings to, it's says " I met someone weird but also charming at the same time, he led me into a world I never knew. I became happy, today was wonderful because he let me get out of my house and showed me new things. It was lovely." Oh I feel proud for my young self. *flips to next page* "We played again and I was inspired so I painted this" *flips to next page* "To be continued... The second part is inside something I really like but it is something I left unfinished." What... Why would I do this to myself :'< I need to find it and- oh noes, it's already 10 pm, I need to find it but it's already past my bedtime, uuuugh, I'll find it next time, I need to be ready for school tomorrow in X Academy, so goodnight to myself.

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