dilemma -LEE TAEMIN

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It was 7:00 AM, my alarm rang, rousing me from deep slumber and sleep, blinking my eyes heavily open, I woke up to my blank ceiling above of me. I looked at, in tiredness and fatigue that couldn't be described as human.
The sleepiness lingered away, but my emotions didn't. I didn't feel as enthusiastic as before, getting ready to go study at university outside your country, was extremely a dramatic change for me. I didn't know why I chose to take the hardest sessions and lessons just so I can succeed, but it all came back on my mental and physical health.
All those thoughts popped up in my head for an eternity but I had no other choice than to continue, and become stronger.
Yes, I am abrasive and caring for others, but I should take care of myself too.
That was my sign to sit up in my bed and shake off the dizziness away. And with that, I got up. Deciding to head out to university, I dressed, grabbed my bag and headed out.

Lee Taemin has a new comeback after 2.5 years, and it is a hit!

The news said, and for some reason, this name reminded me of someone.
I don't recall who, but it felt very familiar.

Why do I feel guilty?

While walking through the alleys, I caught a smell of an unusual scent and paused.
Was this supposed to be trash? It doesn't usually smell that good.
On the contrary, this odour was appealing and very attractive.
It was hypnotizing me, pushing me insane.

I felt dizzy.

I felt light.

I am falling.

Somebody caught me.

The fog was the only thing I could see in my eyes.

I saw a glimpse of the person catching me, his eyes were pained, and so was his expression.

I don't know what happened next.

I woke up, slightly raising my head, my eyesight was still foggy, and there were small dark spots that blotted my view.

Blinking cautiously and carefully, my vision came back, I  realized, that I was tied to a chair and that my mouth was taped up.
I panicked, struggling to remove the ribbon tying my hands.
I felt sheer cold sweat on my body.

What did I do?

What did I do to deserve this?

I am just a 21-year-old, trying to study to succeed in life.

The door was opened, I looked at it with every force in my muscle without showing that I was panicking, to appear that I was strong and fearless.

What was my fate in this foul game?