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"HAVE YOU EATEN anything?" His voice was soft as he gently closed the door behind us with a click

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"HAVE YOU EATEN anything?" His voice was soft as he gently closed the door behind us with a click.

Moving to the neatly made bed, I dropped the backpack containing the clothes I wasn't ready to return and sat at the edge.

My gaze wandered to the window, staring as rain poured from the skies and splashed on the ground.

"Yeah," I replied, nodding.

"What did you eat?"

"Ice cream."

He let out a sigh and disappeared from the room.

Ten minutes later, he returned with a pasta dish with grilled chicken and plopped down on the bed next to me.

He brought a forkful of pasta to my lips. "Eat."

My brows lifted. "I can perfectly feed myself."

He smiled. "I know, but I want to do it anyway."

So I opened my mouth and accepted it. And I let him feed me until almost everything was finished and my stomach was full.

When he went back to the kitchen with the plate, my eyes filled as I replayed the way he looked at me with so much tenderness. In as much as I wanted to squirm underneath all that undivided attention, it tugged at my heartstrings.

It felt good to be taken care of, especially by him.

I sat straighter when he returned. When he took his previous spot next to me and took my hand, I looked at him. The genuine worry in his eyes made my heart stagger.

"Tell me what happened, baby."

Baby.

I bit my lip as a little pleasurable quiver coursed through me at the endearment. I really liked it, and the way he said it.

His thumb was tracing circles at the back of my hand, and it was so distracting in a good way I nearly forgot he was waiting for me to speak up.

Memories of what had transpired during the day pooled in my mind as I tried gathering my thoughts. I saw Raine's face. Coach Margaret's face. My aunt's face. My mom's face.

They haunted me, and I had no idea how to be free.

My gaze strayed to the floor as I whispered, "I'm so tired."

And as soon as the words left my mouth, I realized how true they were. There was a bone-deep exhaustion I suddenly felt, and trying to stay alive felt like too much work.

I hoped I wasn't spiraling into depression so soon.

"I know." His thumb, as it stroked the back of my hand gently, was the only thing keeping me rooted in his presence as I relived everything to him.

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