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𝙀𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩

♡WARNING'S: Panic attacks♡
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"Hey Y/N it's time to get up"

You opened your eyes slowly and looked around to see Mina sitting at the end of your bed with a small smile on her face. She rub your thigh and watched as you sat up letting out small whined.

"Mina..."

You didn't even have to say anything, Mina immediately got closer to you and gave you a tight hug.

"I hate him" You cried on her shoulder "I-Its like I can never be good for him", You sobbed. 

"Aw don't cry Y/N, Jun is a terrible person and I'm glad you came over here instead of staying with him" Mina said as she continued to comfort you.

"Y/N promise me that from now on you'll stop messing around with Jun okay? You've been dealing with that jerk for too long now" She stated.

You looked at her and smiled bit before nodding your head. As much as you loved Jun he was to much for you, he wad abusive and mean and he treated you like slave rather than a partner. 

"Im so happy I have a friend like you Mina" You smiled.

"I'm happy I'm your friend Y/N" Mina replied.

Mina gave you a another hug before asking if you wanted to do anything today. "We can stay in the house if you want too but I honestly feel like a day out without Jun would do you wonders" Mina spoke.

"I-I don't know Mina, I mean I'm scared what if Jun or one of the others find me" You said playing with the blanket "Jun is obviously looking for me right now and I don't want him finding me or you" You sighed.

"I don't want you getting hurt because of me" You stated.

Mina looked at you with a sad expression then placed her hand on your shoulder "Y/N I promise you Jun and his ugly goons will not hurt me, They'll have to cut my head off for me to stop protecting you" She laughed.

You let out a small chuckle then glanced down at yourself "Mina even if we did go out, I don't even have clothes to wear" You remarked.

"Y/N you can wear some of mine" Mina chimed.

She grabbed onto your hand and led you to her bedroom. "I have so much clothes you can pick any outfit you want, i really don't care" Mina said as she opened her closet.

You stared in awe looking at the multiple shoes and clothes that Mina had. You laughed in disbelief and started to searching through the clothes for an outfit that would hide you from others but wouldn't make you look werid.

"Y/N while you're doing that I'll be right back, I just remembered I had some food in the oven for us" Mina said before quickly walking out the room.

"God Mina what would I do without you" You mumbled to yourself as you grabbed a shirt.

As you continued to look through the closet you could hear voices coming from outside of Mina window. Thinking nothing of it, you ignored the voices and continued your searching until you heard a familiar voice.

"Y/N I know you're up there, come out before I drag you out"

You stood there frozen in fear for a second before shakily walking over to the window. You peeped put to see Jun and the other standing outside on Minas grass glaring up at you.

"J-Jun what are you doing here?" You quaked as you opened the window.

"Oh please Y/N, do you really think you can leave me?" Jun laughed "Y/N we've been together for five years, you leave me and I promise you no one will ever want you or love you the way I did" He mocked.

"You'll just die a sad and lonely life" He laughed.

"L-Leave me alone Jun!" You shrieked.

You placed your hand on your chest as you felt it starting to get different for you to breathe. You felt like the walls around you wete closing in and it was just you and Jun.

"Y/N"

"Y/N!"

You turned around to see Mina standing there with a plate of pizza bagels in her hand. She immediately placed the food down and pulled you into a tight hug trying her best to comfort you.

"J-Jun he wa-"

"Shhh Y/N he's not here, I promise" She  whispered "He will never find you" She says while sitting you down the bed.

"I swear he was right there" You said through sobs. Mina wipes your tears from your face and shakes her head no.

"No Y/N he wasn't here I swear" She said.

You stayed silent and stared at your feet trying to process what just happened. Everything felt so real, Juns words felt so real.

Was everything Jun said right?

If you left him, would you just die a sad and lonely life?

Mina noticed you were lost in thought and shook your slightly so you could focus on her. "Y/N here" Mina says as she grabbed the pizza bites "Do you want something to eat, I know you're hungry" She says.

You gave her a small smile and grabbed one "I am hungry, thank you" You spoke.

As you ate your food Mina grabbed the shirt you were holding and placed it back in her closet then walked over to her bedroom door and closed it.

"Mina I thought we were going out" You said confused. 

Mina shook her head slightly then made her way back over to you "Np Y/N you're not ready to leave and I'm not going to pressure you into going out" She spoke.

"Well what are we going to do?" You asked.

"We can stay in my room and watch some movies" Mina smiled as she grabbed her remote.

"I would love that" You cheered.

"Good, now let's pick a movie quickly before the food gets cold" Mina spoke as she browsed through movies.

You smiled at Mina and quietly thanked the universe for being able to have a friend like Mina.

Everyone deserved to have a Mina in their life.

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