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Kageyama x ??

Kageyama's pov:

High dive into frozen waves, Where the past comes back to life

It happened again, I shouted at my teammates again. They're going to start hating me.

Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time 

Flashback:

(💭=thinking)

Kageyama💭: I tried to push all the pain away and now that led to everyone leaving me, they abandoned me.

Kindaichi: The king will never change and no one will ever want him.

Kageyama💭:Its not like I already know that, but you wouldn't know the pain would you? All that is going in my head is the mistakes I made and everything everyone is saying

Back to the present:

Hold still right before we crash, cause we both know how this ends

Tsukishima: Looks like the king is finally back *smirks*

Sugawara: TSUKISHIMA leave him alone

Daichi: Kageyama it's alright everyone is has tough days, we just have to work harder, next time we'll win.

Our ticks till breaks your glass, and I drown you in again

Kageyama💭: no it isn't alright how is it alright?!

Kageyama: ITS NOT ALRIGHT I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!

Saying that I runaway, tears streaming down my face, not even knowing where I was going. Before I knew it I came back to the place I swear I never would. I was standing there not knowing what to do then I took all my courage to knock on the door.

Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need! Chasing relentlessly, I still fight and I don't know why!

I wait anxiously not knowing if the door would open, after what felt like an hour the door opens.

???: Tobio...

???: Why are you here?

Seeing him again causes me to cry even more, I start letting out all those built up emotions I kept inside myself for so long. I hug him, crying onto his shoulder and clenching his shirt as if I'd die if I ever let go.

???: Hey, are you ok? Why are crying? 

Since I didn't reply back, he just sighs and says, "come one let's go inside."

He carries me inside and sits down on the couch with me on his lap.

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Kageyama: I did it again, I shouted at my team. I don't know why I did it just happened. I don't what to do now. What if they're mad at me or now they hate me?

???: You were scared so you ran away.

I stay silent thinking about what he says. I rest my head on his chest and start thinking. Slowly I stop crying leaning into the comfort I once lost.

Kageyama: I didn't- don't know what to do Tōru...

Oikawa: First off, apologize. Then try talking to them. 

Flashback:

(In Kageyamas second year of middle school and Oikawa's first year of high school)

We started dating and everything was perfect. We went on dates, cuddled, and did everything you'd expect a couple to do.

But this is real life, nothing is perfect and no one has a happy ending.

In Kageyama's last year of middle school and oikawas second year of high school

Tōru started to become too busy for us to meet, and I just wanted someone to comfort me at the time.

My grandpa's condition started to become worse, he had recently been taken into the hospital.

I didn't want to tell him what's happening because I didn't want to be a burden but I needed him at that moment.

I tried talking to him but that just led into a big fight leading to us breaking up.

Soon my grandpa died and everyone had left me...

Back to the present:

Walk on through a red parade, and refuse to make amends

Kageyama: Tōru

I stare at him, tears threatening to spill again.

It cuts deep through our ground, and makes us forget all common sense 

Oikawa: Tobio, I miss you so much. Could you give me a second chance and date me again?

Don't speak as I try to leave, cause we both know what we'll choose

If you push then I'll push too deep, and I'll fall right back to you

I don't know what to tell him. Yes, I want to date him again but I'm scared and not ready yet. It has only been a year everything happened.

He must've realized what I was thinking about because he changed his question.

Oikawa: How about you let me court you instead?

I smiled liking that idea and nod.

Kageyama: Cause you are a piece of me, I wish I didn't need.

Oikawa: Chasing relentlessly, Still fight and I don't know why.

If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy, if our love's insanity why are you my clarity

Why are you my remedy? Why are you my CLARITY?

Kageyama: Why are you my remedy? Why are you my clarity. *he quietly mumbles*

Soon they both fall asleep in each other's warm embrace.

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity...

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At the end Oikawa and Kageyama start dating and Karasuno forgives 







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