Sincerely Breanna

I'm at Roc's house chilling with Ray , Cyiera , Melissa , Prod ,Roc , and Karrueche
Theyre making me feel so much better about everything.

"So what you and Justin was doing at the mall?", Cyiera say raising an eyebrow.
"Yeah I saw y'all picture on TMZ", Ray says.

I shake my head. "Chill y'all , im still married , and I was getting Christian stuff for his party".

"That's sweet", Karruche says.

"I always knew Chelsea was a hoe", Melissa blurts out.
It gets quiet then everyone starts laughing.

"I love Jacob , but I always thought that nigga was a lil gay", prod says.

Laughter erupts once again.

"I thought Roc would be the hoe , not Jacob", Rays says dapping Cyiera.

Theyyy sooo cute.

"When you find someone you love you would never cheat on them", Roc says.

Little did I know this simple statement would mean so much.

If Jacob loved me this wouldnt have happened.

He needs to be there for his baby mama and his kid.

___________________

Its been 20 minutes and I'm still staring out into the beach.

I walk closer to the water and slide off my ring.

I watch it hit the water and disappear forever.

I deserve better.

I'm a queen.

I'm young.

I'm beautiful.

Not everything that looks good on the outside feels so good on the inside.

Love yourself ladies.

And forgive whoever hurt you the pain will hurt more if you don't.

We just weren't made for each other.

I'm just a piece of coal about to become a diamond.

You wait and see.

-Sincerely Breanna