White wolf.

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I left the club as soon as possible. I had a feeling that he was my mate, I couldn't know because I need to look in his eyes. But nobody ever smelled that way, my wolf is crying .

On my way home I cried wanting nothing more than to do something or find my mate. It felt like I was in a routine every day. I wanted to make something of my life and today it felt heavy on my shoulders .

I stepped in my house on my toes not wanting to wake my family up. The three of them were seating on the couch, looking very angry. "Uhmm hey?" I said scared for their reaction, I bite my lip and tried to look innocent.

"Uhmm hey you seriously want to test us right now." My father snapped, he looked very intimidating. I looked the three in the eyes and run to my room.

 "I'm going to my room." I yell shutting the door of my room. I felt so stupid that I didn't use my powers to follow the smell. I fell asleep after a deep sigh.

***

I stepped out of my bed and looked at the clock. "03:00 to early." I sighed, I stood up and tried to do my morning routine so quiet possible.

 I didn't want to see my parents knowing that my father is going to yell at me. He's still angry that I didn't come to the meeting with the other Alpha. I don't care about that Alpha maybe next I will skip again.

After I was dressed I walk down the stairs to the kitchen to eat breakfast. My brother was sitting against the counter his hands on his hand. "Jake? Are you okay?" He looked up and I saw his teared eyes.

 I walked over to him putting his face between my hands. "Whatever got you this sad don't let it consume you , I love you you know that." I tapped his nose and squeezed his face. "Do you want to talk about it?" I asked stepping away from to grab a glass. I filled the glass with water and passed it to him, he accepted and drank the water.

"I want to find my mate." He looked at me with his teary eyes " I want to find my mate to cherish her be with her love her all the way, but .." he couldn't finish his sentence before he started sobbing.

"Okay I'm going to try something with you I never tried it before so don't get your hopes up but I will find her for you." I told him while grabbing his hand. I kissed and massaged his hand. I connected with my wolf and let her consume me white gold light was swarming around us making that the only light around us.

Jake looked at me in wonder he felt the power because he found it difficult to stay in his chair. I hear footsteps of my parents walking down the stairs , I knew that they felt it too. " What is going on he-" I hear my mother speak , I looked to my left to see them staring at me.

 "Don't interrup me." I hear myself growl , the white pink light was glowing  in my eyes, I closed it and found my new power not only finding his mate but something else.

I was getting visions of him with his mate they were running in wolf form looking at each other with so much love. I blinked because my power was not with him I turned to my parents and walk to my mother.

I put my hands on her stomach and closed my eyes the light was consuming her. I saw myself and my life , I saw myself getting born and my first shift.

I put my hands on my mother head and saw how she met my father. She was working in a small bakery when he stepped in with his leather jacket looking all bad boy. She laughed because she felt the mate bond and flipped him off, he was so shocked that he picked her up and kissed her not even saying something.

I blink and walked over to my father and put my hands on his chest feeling his heartbeat. I saw my little hands on his chest , my brother screaming in the background and my mother playing on the piano. She was playing something that I didn't recognize. But what left me crying was the dark secret that I just found out by letting to much power go to my head.

I fall on my knees crying my heart out, the pain was getting unbearable and I knew immediately that it was full moon. I look to the left and saw that the moonlight was coming through the window. I look up and saw that my family wanted to help me but I kept a shield around not wanting to hurt my family.

  I let the light come to me and was spinning around me. I screamed my pain out and run outside. I look around me and saw that a lot of people were standing outside wondering what was happening.

 I screamed my pain out the light still surrounding me not letting anyone get to me. My whole pack was standing outside watching me. I screamed to tell everyone to go away. I put my hands in the air and my power was shooting out of me. I shifted ripping my clothes in process, my white wolf became bigger and bigger. I look around the crowd and growl.

All the people stood still looking at me, they knew I wouldn't hurt them , I was protecting them. The moon was hurting my whole body , it felt like fire on my skin.

I was spinning in my place , the light was blinding everyone's vision. The information that I found out changed everything nobody could know and I know for sure that even my father doesn't know it.

I shifted back in my human form letting the light be a dress for me. The light disappeared leaving me standing in a white gold dress. I fell to the ground feeling weak. This happened every full moon but today was it at its worst. I shouldn't have used my power tonight I should have been more careful.  Normally only me family saw the light that was coming out of me in my room and they would only check on me a few times in the night.

My brother tried to pick me up but I stopped him my skin felt like fire right now. I would only hurt him. "Go away." I demanded to the crowd.

The Alpha stepped forward looked me in the eyes and told the people to go away. He walked to me "you." He said pointing at me. "it's over." He said with teary eyes. "Alpha I'm so sorry." I apologized while crying, he hugged me even though my skin felt like fire. I look at over to my family and blew a kiss saying that I'm okay before I blacked out. The last thing I saw was the moon mocking me in the sky.