⚠️ Trigger warning this chapter will have drugs, rape, sexual assault, if you don't want to read that please skip the chapter ⚠️
ddot's pov
3 hours into the party
______________________________________I've been here for I don't know how long one second me and Elijah was dancing you know getting into it then I turn around and Elijah's gone and I wasn't drunk drunk but I was way past tipsy so I was just dancing minding my business until
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Tyson tap me on my shoulder " ddot your friend and my brother said that they was leaving " he said looking down at me " ok can you give me a drink " I said stopping him from walking away he nodded in response but something seemed off but in my half drunken state I just brushed it off and continue dance I was dancing for a good two to three minutes before he came back " damn nigga what took you so long " I said still dancing to BKtheruler " you so impatient I had to find one that wasn't already drunking out of " I just rolled my eyes taking a drink and chugging it the liquor burning my throat more than usual I cleared my throat and blink twice looking around before continuing to dance feeling a little light-headed before feeling somebody grab my hand I pulled my hand back only for it to be grabbed again I looked up at the person who grabbed me but they were blurry my entire vision was blurry I tried to say something but it came out as stutters I blinked a few times before everything went black................
When I woke up I was in a dark room I tried to move but I couldn't it was like my body was still asleep and then I heard the door open and Tyson walked in I tried to say something but nothing came out he looked me up and down licking his lips when he noticed my eyes were open I could see his mouth moving but I couldn't hear what he was saying then he slowly started walking up to me he sat on the bed next to me and lean down placing kisses all over my neck I tried to tell him to stop I couldn't hear the sound that I was making but I knew I was making sound because he had got up from the bed and went to grab something that I couldn't see cuz he walked too far into the room when he came back he shovedthe black ball like thing in my mouth it tasted salty I tried to spit it out but he wrapped it around my head I just scream but nothing came out he just smirk and continues to kiss and suck on my neck this went on for a good few minutes and at this point I was crying I just wanted to leave this nightmare and disappear then he stopped he backed up a bit started to get undressed I tried to shake my head but only slightly moved it he didn't even pay attention to me and continues to get undressed until he was fully undressed he looked at me with a smile as he stroked himself I started to cry harder all I wanted to do was run away but I couldn't I couldn't move I couldn't say anything all I could do was lay there feeling helpless feeling like pray for this horrible horrible predator when he got back to the bed he started to take off my clothes I was crying so hard if I could make sound I would be sobbing and screaming when he finally got to the last layer of clothing my underwear instead of immediately taking them off he looked at them making me feel like he was judging me and I know it's not the time to feel insecure but I do and I hate it after looking at them for a good minute he ripped them off without prep or lube or even a condom he inserted himself into me finally a sound came out of me I screamed a blood curdling scream but it was slightly muffled because of the ball that I was currently choking on and for your information yes I am a virgin he goes for what feels like hours until he pulls out and spread his demon seeds all over me then he walked away like he didn't just stand there and raped me not only rape me but drag me to and for some odd reason I feel like this is my fault like I could have prevented this from happening maybe if I didn't ask him to go get me a drink or maybe if I didn't go to the party or maybe if I would have went with my instant and not took the drink cuz who the hell takes a drink from someone who's literally been flirting with you ever since you got there and you've been brushing him off and he's insisted and insisted and even threatened I was so stupid now look where I am bloody and numb I feel disgusted in myself but also part of me knows it's not my fault but it feels like it is and it hurts after what felt like forever he comes back with a towel he cleansed me and then walks out leaving me there after hours and hours of torture and then just laying there I can finally feel my body not my lower half though I moved around a little bit and then I stand up the best of my ability I limp
to my clothes putting them on before grabbing my phone and calling the one person I could think of ... DD______________________________________
Okay so yes I know it was intense but like what's a good story without some intensity and some trauma I'm not saying the traum is good but yeah if you don't like it or think that I should delete it and start over please tell me 🩷
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