The Redhead

(Author's Note) Let Me Explain

Before we even begin, I would like to explain that this is one of my own personal stories. Up until this girl I never knew I could even be attracted to girls. She used to say that she was attracted to females, but she couldn't be romantic with them. I never understood that. Why would she tell me? Every day it was like heaven and hell. She used to call me her girlfriend, maybe it was because she thought it would be cool if everyone thought she liked girls. Maybe it was because she wanted to get back at her ex-boyfriend. Either way it was wonderful, but also torture to know she didn't really feel the way I did.

We were 15 at the time and I knew I liked girls like I liked boys, but I never knew I could love someone like I loved her. I hadn't kissed anyone, I hadn't had a boyfriend, I had missed out. Everyone else seemed to go through boyfriends and girlfriends every week. And the ones that didn't and stuck together longer than a month were worshiped and became everyone's "otp." I felt like I had been left behind. I realize now that I was fortunate to have been left behind, because now all those girls who ran through boyfriends like [insert something people go through often, because I'm tired and uninspired... that just rhymed] are pregnant now. But that's beside the point, this is about the girl that I fell in love with during my sophomore year in Hell.

P.S. I will probably make a small entry every day. I have other stories on my other account that I find more important to me personally. If for some miracle you are a person interested in this story, let me know and I will gladly get back to you about any questions or concerns. Also as thanks for any support you lend me, I will gladly give any works you have done some support as well. Just message me and I'll try as best I can to get back to you, thank you. :)