I have another account on here that's more of my main account, but I decided I needed an outlet to tell everyone my deepest darkest secrets, because that sounds like a good idea.  One day I was watching 5 Centimeter Per Second and I was listening to this girl talking about how she would never love someone ever again.  I felt kind of bad that I related to that.  I want to be able to talk about... everything in confidence.  I have a therapist, but there is something about just screaming out into the world whatever you want that is so comforting.  The things I write are fantasized, like everything else we are surrounded by, but all of the feeling I put into the things I type are real enough for me.  If you are reading this, know that I am a real human being who's life is up for your entertainment.  So enjoy.