The blinding rays of love

Blinded by love

*midnights and 1989 are sitting on their bed together talking about how they used to be*

1989: remeber when I would CONSTANTLY begged you to date me
Midnights: oh I sure did.. I actually wanted you the whole time but I didn't want to give in
1989:WHAT I COULD HAVE HAD YOU THIS WHOLE TIME
Midnights: well when you put it that's way-
1989: well! You better make it up to me!!
Midnights: haven't I already?
1989: come onnnnn take the hit I want your hand son me!
Midnights: well you're still as desperate for me as when we were teenagers..
1989: you know you love it!
Midnights: you know I do.
* they both start laughing and then midnights suddenly grabs 1989s waist*
1989: well hello to you too my lovely
*midnights kisses her*
1989: god your so hot
Midnights:mm prove it
*1989 pula off midnights shirt and lays next to her in bed*
*midnights rests her head on 1989s lap*
Midnights: baby we need to talk.
1989: oh uhm. Yeah what's up?
*1989 lightly stumbled on her words*
midnights: I just-
*midnights pauses*
1989: mid you can talk to me, I'm listening my love
Midnights: I. I love you so much and I really hope you still love me always
1989: of corse I will. Your the love of my life, your my everything.
Midnights: I. I think I'm an alcoholic.
1989: oh baby we knew that
Midnights: no. Like seriously I can't not drink. I always have some alcohol in my system. I'm so sorry my love
1989: don't be sorry. We will get though this. Don't worry.
*midnights Burris her head into 1989s shoulder and breaks down.*
Midnights: I'm sorry I don't know what I'm doing. You shouldn't have to deal with this
1989: don't ever say that again. You saved me and you know it, you're mine and I'm going to help you.
Midnights: I don't know what I would do without you my love
1989: well you don't need to worry about that. I'm right here, I'll always be here.
Midnights: I love you so much nine.
1989: I love you too mid!
*it's been 7 months*
*at a party with all the eras*
Evermore: hey midnights, come try this wine!
Midnights:uh- okay!
*1989 is hanging out with lover and reputation and doesn't realize midnights going to evermore
Midnights: damn this is good, pour me a glass
Evermore: okay if you say so
*a few glasses in midnights réalises what she has done*
Midnights:fuck.
Evermore:what??
Midnights:wheres nine. I. I can't be here
Evermore: I think she's over there
*evermore points to the corner of the room*
Midnights:NINE!
1989: hey mid! What's up?
Midnights: I need to go.
1989:what? It's only been a hour
Midnights: please nine I need to go.
1989: ok ok baby it's fine let's go
Midnights: thank you nine
*in the car*
1989: baby what happened? You never want to leave party's early
Midnights:I. I relapsed.
1989: I wasn't going to tell you. I did too
Midnights: baby what?
1989: I- my ED is back.
Midnights: baby. Why didn't you tell me?
1989: I was scared you were going to leave me.
Midnights: love I would never leave you because of that. In fact I would leave you ever.
*1989 starts to cry*
1989: I'm so selfish. This ain't about me you just told me you relapsed and I made it about me I-
Midnights: baby stop. You're okay I got you.
*midnights grabs 1989s waist and pulls her in*
Midnights: shit. Baby how long has it been?
1989: uhm.
*1989 hesitates*
3 weeks.
Midnights: NINE I- I'm sorry for yelling. Baby come here your safe okay?
*1989 dosent respond, she just collapsed into midnights arms*
Midnights: fuck. Baby I got you don't worry
*midnights calls folklore*
1989: mid what are you doing??
Midnights: we're going to help you. Lorie is gonna come over.
1989: NO STOP PLEASE! I- I promised her I wouldn't again. She's gonna be so disappointed. I can't.
Midnights: don't worry about that. We're here for you, it's going to be okay