𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔﹣𝑺𝑬𝑶𝑲𝑺𝑶𝑶

𝓽𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻.

REMINDER; this book idea is from Kpopshipperml so ill b writing some chaps dedicated to hers/his.

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Joshua couldn't sleep the whole night because of seokmin.

The younger had stayed in his room without coming out. He wouldn't open the door when Joshua's workers bought him food. He wouldn't come out even to go out. He was just stuck there.

It had been two days now and this was the second day that Joshua hadn't slept. He only got thirty minutes of sleep because his mind occupied seokmin.

He knew he couldn't sleep without cuddling with the younger but he wouldn't admit it, at all. He tried sleeping in every position but he couldn't.

Right now he was in the kitchen drinking coffee and doing his work. He would always hear sobs from the youngers room. He wanted to help but seokmin wanted space.. or so he said.

He had enough. He wanted to bang the door open and pick him up soothing his from his crying which he heard everyday.

Joshua thought of an idea. He would pretend he left to work and if seokmin walked out of his room he'd engulf him. His side of the lip tilted, smirking.

He went to his room and changed before walking out of the room rubbing his head. The headache he'd got from not sleeping was killing him. He sighed before faking the gate door being opened and closed.

Joshua secretly waited in their second living room. That way when seokmin goes downstairs he wouldn't see Joshua and head to the kitchen and Joshua would come from behind him.

It had been about fifteen minutes and Joshua who was comfortable went through his work tab. When he heard someone enter the kitchen he got up slowly.

He walked to the kitchen seeing seokmin searching for something in the cabinets. He took that as an opportunity and quickly engulfed him before pinning him against the countertop.

Seokmin moaned from the pain on his hip as Joshua had pushed him. "Ah-" Seokmin stopped as he saw Joshua making eye contact. He gulped looking down but Joshua made seokmin face him.

"Why haven't you been eating?" That was the first question Joshua asked seokmin didn't answer just looking away. "i wasn't hungry.." he murmered and Joshua sighed still pinning his hands.

"Look at me." He demanded but seokmin shook his head. "n-no.." he knew Joshua hated repeating things so he gulped. "I SAID FUCKING LOOK AT ME." He yelled making seokmins eyes brim with tears.

Seokmin finally looked at Joshua, his lip trembling. "Happy? What are you gonna do now yell at me a-again..?" Seokmin asked Joshua trying to sound mad but he couldn't.

Joshua let go of his hand before soothing seokmins cheek with his thumb. "I'm sorry I just.. I was just a bit angry since you'd been ignoring me, look you got my and that melissa's bitchs shit wrong, I'll explain if you eat please.."

Seokmin was shocked and his heartbeat increased when joshuas thumb soothed his cheeks and was even more shocked when he saw Joshua's eyes pleading him to eat.

"..okay" seokmin replied and soon felt warm hands on his back. Joshua was hugging him. Oh my God. Seokmin blushed and Joshua broke the hug settling him on the chair. "I'll cook.. no, foods ready"

Joshua opened the microwave before taking out a plate and a cup before keeping it infront of seokmin. He'd made kimchi fried rice after asking seungkwan what his comfort food was.

He saw seokmin smiling as he started eating. Joshua had noticed the puffy eyes he had and couldn't help but feel guilty. "So.." Joshua started making seokmin look at him.

"That day melissa had called me and she was crying so I took her out she said she had a boyfriend so I thought she wasn't like before but when she asked me to kiss her I was about to leave after saying no but.. she kissed me I was angry and I was about to come for our date but there was a big car jam."

Seokmin had stopped eating after he heard that melissa and him kissed but he didn't take it to heart knowing that Joshua didn't want the kiss. "Oh.. I'm sorry I misunderstood"

Joshua nodded. "Don't be you had a reason" seokmin smiled finally finishing his food. "I don't want to but I have to go to work, don't worry you can call your friends.."

Seokmins head shot up his eyes looking sad. "N-no!" Seokmin furrowed his eyebrows after yelling. "You won't go.. please don't " seokmin pouted standing up.

Joshua stood up as well reaching out for seokmins hand. The younger calmed down a bit but he was still throwing a huge tantrum, baby.

"Uh.. then how about I stay until your done with me..?" Seokmin huffed. "Then Stay the whole day!" Joshua sighed. "But if I don't go to work then.."

"Fine. But stay with me until I sleep." Seokmin said taking joshuas hand and heading to his room.

He flopped himself and Joshua in his bed. After a while seokmin curled up on Joshua's chest sleeping like a small cat. Joshua smiled at him playing with his hair locks.

After seokmin fell asleep Joshua carefully stood up going to leave.

Atleast I'm forgiven... I guess?