He'll Protect Me, I'm His. (Y/N x Sebastian)

Do i have a crush?

"Thank you..." I say as Sebastian tells me that he's here for me. "I understand if you don't wanna talk about your past, but I'm here for you. He then goes down to grab my hands, put he flinches back, I look down, confused. I forgot to put the makeup on my burns, I flinch, my eyes widen.

"Y/N..." He looks up at him. He's calm. Is he trying to calm me down? "It's okay. I'm not mad." He puts his hands on top of mine, covering the burns on my hands. "I just want you to answer some of my questions," He tells me. I look up at him with a nod. "Okay, stay calm. Did you make them yourself? Like, did you do that to your own body?"

I shake my head. "Okay, good, was it from your past?" I nod, trying to calm myself down. "Okay, do you have more burns? Or anything like that?" He asks, I nod again. "Okay, you don't want anyone else to find out? Not even Finny?" He asks, I nod for the 4th time.

"Okay, good. Y/N, head into your room, and I'll help you cover them. Okay?" He suggests, I nod. He holds my hand and leads me into my room. He sits me down on my bed and goes to reach over for some makeup that I left on my bedside table. "It's okay. Stay calm. I'm here to help."

He sees the fear and worry in my eyes, the trauma that the past has caused me. He started to apply the concealer onto the burns on my hands and arms. "Thank... you..." I say quietly, my voice soft.

Suddenly, my eyes begin to tear up. All of my emotions begin to flood out like a wave in the ocean. Deep and dark, flooding my eyes with tears of emotion. Sebastian finished, then looked up at me, seeing my eyes full of tears to the point they couldn't hold and run down my face. His expression floods with sorrow. He puts his hand on my head, stroking my hair in a comforting way.

"Shh... It's okay, it's okay, you're not alone, I'm here." He says, that's when I completely break down, crying hysterically out loud, he hugs me and holds my head into his shoulder. My tears and mouth can't stop, my crying increases, and I can't stop sobbing, but I cry into his shoulder so I can't wake anyone up.

*About 1 hour later.*

I've been crying for an hour straight, and he hasn't left my side, holding me to his chest and shoulder whilst stroking my hair. Soon, my sobs turn into quiet pants, but my tears don't stop running.

*Sebastian's PoV:*

She's been crying for around 1 hour now, poor girl, I can't leave her like this. She's so hurt mentally and physically, I wish she would tell me about her past, but I understand why she won't, not yet, at least. I will protect her no matter the cost. I promise, she's mine.

*Y/N's PoV:*

I slowly begin to fall asleep, my eye lods becoming heavy, and my eye bags become darker. Soon, I finally give in, my eyes closing, and my body shuts down as I fall asleep.

*Sebastian's PoV:*

I really want to stay with her but it's almost time for Ciel to wake up, softly I lift her off of me and lay her on the bed, I stroke her hair for a few minutes before standing off the bed, I quietly leave the room after tooking her under ther covers and blankets.

*around 3 hours later*
*Y/N's PoV:*

I wake up, comfortable, and the heavy feeling in my heart feels lighter. I sit up, rub my eyes, and I stand up, I check and see Sebastian finish putting the concealer on my hands so I head to my door, I open it and close it behind me. I head to the kitchen and find Baldroy.

"Hey Y/N, how are you doing?" He asks cheery, he doesn't know that I don't talk much and that I have trauma. I stay quiet, and I just clean the dishes. "Hey, Y/N, can you hear me?" He walks up and leans against the counter next to me. I nod, looking down at the dishes, uncomfortable.

"Then answer me, say something." I politely shake my head, Mey rin enters. She's like Baldroy, doesn't know why I don't talk, and doesn't know about me at all. "What's going on, Baldroy?" She asks, walking up to us. "Y/N isn't talking." He answers, Mey-rin looks at me. "That's not very nice."

Soon Finny enters "Y/N, they're you are! I've been looking for you." He walks up to me. Thank god he's here! "She's ignoring me," Baldroy tells Finny. He looks at him. "She doesn't talk, or at least not to people she doesn't know well."

Baldroy looks at me, then back at Finny with a confused look, Finny sighs and begins to explain, "She has a lot of past trauma, causing her not to trust people very well, her social skill also isn't the best."

Mey-rins eyes widen, "Oh dear, I'm so sorry for missing thinking." She apologies. I turn and give her a soft smile, patting her head.

Finny interrupts, "Sorry to ruin the moment, but Y/N, Ciel needs to ask you something." I look at him confused, but I shrug and head to Ciels' study.

I reach his study room, and I quietly knock at the door, a quiet "Enter" is heard. I entered the room to find Ciel at his desk, and Sebastian stood next to him.

'Y/N, I have been told that you are suffering with 'Tramua'. Don't worry, Sebastian and Finny didn't go into Details, but they're worried, so for now, you'll go onto a break or holiday of some sorts, so you can reflect and maybe get better. Do you understand?"

My eyes widen, a break? Trauma? I mean, I do need one, but I didn't think I would have heard it from him.
"I understand it's a shock, but it's not a bad thing. We're only worried for you. Just temporarily, you'll be on a break for the time being. Understood?" I nod.

He turns to Sebastian. "Hand her the letter." Sebastian walks up to me, pats my head before handing me a letter, its thick. "It's got about 50 grand in it. Save it or spend it, your choice. You're free to stay here and spend it at London or you can move temporarily, I don't mind."

I gasp, "t-thank you... Lord ciel." I thank him quietly, my voice barely above a whisper. Sebastian then goes and stands next to Ciel again. "Your dismissed." With that I walk out the room, Sebastian follows soon after.