Mind Maze

Chapter 1

My biggest enemy wasn't the people that hated me for no reason or the people that spoke bad on my name or even the people who left me when i needed them the most, no. It was myself, i was my biggest enemy. Maybe one day i could learn to love myself and not be so trapped in my own head, couldn't i?

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"Ellie!" i turn my head to see Peter. 

If you're wondering who peter is, he is my best friend and has been since the 3rd grade and really, my only friend. 

"Hi Peter! Ready for the first day back to school?" I say getting my bag from the car and he just shakes his head. We start heading up the school stairs and wow i forgot how much i hated this place, truly, it is a living hell. Peter and I had only one class together which was PSHE. I hated that because i loved Peter so much. Although, we could never be together because i would just self - sabotage the relationship. That's what i hate the most about myself, i self sabotage and that's why it's best for me to be alone. 

"i'll see you later El." Peter says he starts to walk in the opposite direction to me. I smile and turn around and see Theo also know as the 'hottest guy in school'.. thats debatable. "Well hello Ellie." he says with a smug look on his face... he thinks he is so above everyone because of his money. I ignore him and try brush past him but he grabs my arm. "it's not so polite to ignore someone talking to you."

"And it's not so nice grabbing someone you prick." i say as i yank my arm away and walk away. I walk into the bathrooms and stare into the mirror. My eye bags are huge and my hairs in a messy bun. I look dead. 

I wish.

But i don't.

I'm glad i'm alive but i don't wish to be alive.

i don't know. I'm trapped.