- Bill Kaulitz Imagines/Oneshots - 🎤

I hate that I need you so. (smut)

I hate that I need you so.

Me and Bill have been rivals, we've hated each other ever since the third grade, when there was a spelling competition, and we tied. Ever since then, we've set out to one-up eachother. We're in grade 12 now, and we're both candidates for valedictorian. I think i'm gonna get it, and i know bill thinks the same of himself.

I try to stay away from bill, knowing if we're together for more than 10 minutes, we'll end up in a fight. It's real hard to do that, though. Tom is my best friend, so I'm at his house often. Of course, bill is also there. I hate to admit it, but I think I'm starting to have a crush on Bill. He's just so attractive, I can't help it!

I'm at Tom's house right now, actually. He and Bill are cooking dinner. I leaned over the counter, texting Tom's newest girlfriend, my best friend, Asia.

                                'Asiaaa 💕🐼'

Me:
Hey girllll, what's up?

Asiaaa 💕🐼:
Not much, you?

Me:
I'm good, at Tom's. Wanna come over?

Asiaaa 💕🐼:
Sure, I'll leave soon. What's happening over there? You know.. with 🦔?

Me:
lolol, that name is so cute. It's good, I guess. He's not wearing a shirt rn 😫, but neither is Tooooommmmmmm 😉!

Asiaaa 💕🐼:
Girl you don't have to say it twice, I'm omw rn!

Me:
K, see you soon love.

(read by Asiaaa 💕🐼 7:36 pm)

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I closed messages and scrolled on Tiktok. I kinda zoned out but something brought me back to focus. Bill put his hands on my waist, his cold fingers making me shiver. "Can you move?" He said, trying to push me. "Uh no, go around or something." I rolled my eyes. "Fine." Bill mumbled under his breath.

He pressed up on me as he reached into the spice counter. I pushed my ass back on him. "What the fuck..? I'll just get it myself then." I said, pretending I didn't like it. "It's fine y/n, stop being such a bitch!" He retorted. I gasped , reaching into the spice cabinet and grabbing the salt. I ran into the kitchen, sticking my tongue out at him as I held the last thing he needed for dinner.

I bent forward, holding the salt out in front of me, teasing him. He crashed into me as he tried to grab my hands. I rubbed myself on him on purpose, sticking out my tongue and shaking the salt into my mouth. He took my by surprise, and spun me around. "We need to talk." He said as he grabbed the salt and returned to the kitchen. He handed Tom the salt and grabbed my hand.

We were walking up the stairs when Asia walked in. Tom was going up to her, but I pushed him out of the way and pulled her into a hug. "MY BESTIEEEEE!!" I squealed. I pulled away. "You get to be alone with Tooooommmmm, me and Bill are going upstairs now." I winked. "But girl, DO NOT leave him alone in the kitchen, that man likes spaghetti with ketchup." I said as I walked off.

I opened the door to Bill's room, and he patted the bed, gesturing for me to sit next to him. I obliged, plopping on his bed. "So, what did you wanna talk about..?" I asked, looking around his room. "Uuhhh hold on, I needa use the bathroom." he said, walking off. I shrugged and decided to explore his bedroom.

I opened the drawer of his bed side table. I was rummaging through it, when my hand hit something sticky. "What the hell..?" I said before realizing what it was. It was a picture. Of me. I rummaged a little more, and I found some other things. He had a couple sex toys. "Freaky ahh drawer.." I giggled to myself. The door opened and I shut the drawer. I sat on the bed and smiled at him.

"Sooooo are you gonna talk to me now?" I raised an eyebrow. He sat down beside me and took my hand. Is this a dream? "Y/n, be serious, okay?" He said, I nodded. "Honestly y/n, I like you. I always have." He said, getting shy. "N-no bill, you've always hated me." His words puzzled me. "I didn't and don't hate you. I hate that I need you so. I hate how you're on my mind all the time. I hate the way you laugh with tom and not me. I hate how beautiful you are, I can't resist you any longer." He said, taking both my hands.

He pulled me over, I straddled him. "Bill I don't think you mean this.. are you drunk or something?" I asked, staring into his beautiful brown eyes. "No hun, only drunk in love." He said before he kissed me. I let him lead the way, he slid his tongue into my mouth. I gasped as he rubbed my core softly. "Do you think I mean it now..?" He asked, studying my face.

I didn't respond, knowing I wouldn't be able to speak in my current situation. He slipped a finger inside me, pumping it slowly. "Tell me, schatz. Tell me you hate me. Tell me you don't think I mean it." He stared into my eyes. Silence. "That's what I thought." he said as he slipped another two fingers inside me. "Is it good, y/n? Talk to me, tell me how good I feel inside you." He kissed my neck, leaving behind a hickey. "You feel s-so agh~ good, bill." I looked down, knowing eye contact would make me spill right then.

"Look at me, engel." He said, grabbing my chin with his free hand. I looked into his eyes and knew immediately, it was over. My eyes rolled back in my head and i was moaning and whimpering. He shoved two fingers in my mouth, shutting me up. (not from the preoccupied hand 🤮)Tom and Asia are downstairs, do you want them to hear you?" He kissed my neck as I fame down from my high.

"Your turn, bill." I said as I slid off the bed and got on my knees. He sat in front of me, his legs at either side of my head. I unzipped his jeans, pulling them down his legs. I peeled his boxers slightly off his sweaty body. His dick sprung out, his tip already dripping with precum. *GYAAAATT* I thought to myself.

I started to give him a handjob. "Fast or slow?" I asked him. "Fast, real fast. Please?" He didnt need to say it twice, I knew what he wanted. I kitty licked his tip as I picked up the pace with my hand. I reached into his bedside drawer, pulling a vibrator. I turned it on to the highest setting, pressing it to his tip. "Is that good, you like that?" I asked, looking up at him. "S-so so good. You're so beautiful, you know?" He cupped my cheek.

I turned off the vibrator and started rubbing my tongue on his tip. Clearly that pushed him over the edge, as he came almost instantly. "Shh, remember Tom and Asia are downstairs. Good job, you did so good! Do you want me to overstimulate you honey?" I asked him, tracing his star tattoo with my tongue. "Y-yes please mama!" What the fuck did he just call me. That name kinda seems weird, but lowkeyyy...

I turned on the vibrator again, pressing it to his tip. He had just finished, like a minute ago.. but he came again, not being able to keep quiet this time. "Nghhh fuck-"

As he calmed down, I went to the bathroom to grab a towel. I cleaned up, and we left his room.
On the stairs, he leaned into my ear. "Y/n, will you be my girlfriend?" He asked. "Of course, I pecked him on the lips and took his hand, leading him down the stairs.

To no surprise, Tom and Asia laid on the couch, both sweaty and breathing heavily. "You guys too?" Tom said, noticing our hickeys. I nodded and went to the kitchen. Did i mention tom and bill were making pasta? I opened the dish and sighed, rolling my eyes. "Fuck, Tom! For the last time, pasta and ketchup DO NOT go together!" I yelled.

THE END

wc: 1433 words

enjoy my loves, i'm lowkey spoiling y'all! Pt 2 of beach date coming out tomorrow 🪩

also peep the attention (humanoid) reference, I so wish they'd performed it during humanoid city 😔

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