creepypasta 🍋 (18+ yaoi)

cutting

Jeff's pov
I wake up late and see that ben had already left to his own room, I sit up and look at the clock "11:53" we must have been going at it all night for me to sleep that deep. I think to myself. I walk out to the kitchen to go get food and see ben playing a newer zelda game. I pour myself a glass of water, I turn to ben "what game are you playin~" I ask. He ignores me and goes back to his game "weird," I think to myself. I brush it off and go clean my knife from blood like normal, and I hear Jack talking to someone in the other room. It was just muffled whispers, and when ej saw me, he walked away, ending his convo with lj. At around 3 p.m., I realized no one had talked to me or outloud today. I went to Ben's room to ask what was going on. I slowly open Ben's door, poking my head in "leave," ben says in a low monotone voice. "What's wrong?" I ask,"Don't play dumb woods, " ben says. It's concerning what he's talking about and why he's calling me by my last name and what did I do. "I'm so confused," I say to him. "LEAVE PEDOPHILE" ben screams before slamming the door in my face hard enough to knock me back. I ran to the bathroom, holding my head up to make sure I'm not bleeding and sure enough I was. I clean up the blood and go back to his room around 10 minutes later and ben shuts the door behind me and throws me onto his floor picking up a lighter from his desk "what are you doing" I say in a sturn and concerned tone, he ignites the lighter and walks closer to me with the lighter in hand "YOU KNOW I HAVE PTSD FROM FIRE BEN. PUT IT DOWN, " I say to him. He put the lighter up to my face, the time I was burned alive repeating in my head. My heart races, and I reach in my pocket to grab my knife because that is my fear response. I realize I forgot to take it with me. My limbs go numb, and I start shaking and tearing up. "YOU SLEPT WITH SALLY, SALLY! AN EIGHT YEAR OLD YOU FUCKING GROOMER. IDK WHICH IS WORSE, THE FACT YOU FUCK KIDS OR THAT YOU CHEATED ON ME AFTER WE HAD SEX." I sit there curled in a ball scared for my life thinking this will be my end as I relive that traumatic experience in my head. "Please," I wisper through my sobbes, my voice shaking with fear. I have no idea what he is talking about but I am having a panic attack and I'm scared and shaking and crying and vulnerable, I want to just die so I don't have to relive this ever again and will finally be at peace. Ben stares at me with a look of disgust and turns of the lighter throwing it to the ground and slapping me hard hitting the scars on my face

Ben's pov
I feel so betrayed that the love of my life, my boyfriend, my reason to live, cheated on me with a nine year old. Ej said jane walked in on jeff sleeping with Sally and they were both unclothed. I don't want to but i still belive it is true, he is so horny so it makes sense. I look at him with disgust and betrayal, walking away, leaving him a shaking mess on my floor but I don't really care. I run out to the forest and start to tear up as I lean against a tree "I can't belive he's a groomer and a pervert, I wish I never loved him, I wish he stayed mean to me and I didn't have feelings for him" I say, a few tears running down my face

Jeff's pov
I'm stilling shaking and numb, but I have mostly calmed down and eased my mind, i still don't know what he's talking about, I did not sleep with Sally. I would never do anything to her or cheat on ben. I love him... I go up to my room and close the door behind me. I sit on my bed under the covers, ball up, and cry. "Why would he think I would do that?" I say in a shaky voice through tears. I go to pick up the knife on my side table

Jane's pov
I walk up the steps to Jeff's room to tell him dinners ready. Why did slender make ME do this, Jeff's bad but at least he's not ej, he's awful. I open Jeff's room to see jeff crying and cutting himself with his knife, he sharpens it normally so it must be really sharp. I run over and knock the knife out of his hand "WHAT ARE YOU DOING JEFF?!" I ask loudly he just looks away and continues to sob "AWNSER ME JEFF" "you don't wanna know" Jeff says through tears "tell me jeff" I say sternly. After a few minutes he said "ben thinks I slept with Sally" I sit there in shock and he tucks his head back into his knees "who told him that" I ask after a few seconds "he didn't tell " Jeff responded. After half an our he had mostly calmed down "well and came down to tell you dinner is ready" I say and then left

Jeff's pov
I use the sleeves of my hoodie to cover the cuts on my arms and go down to the table. "Your like 40 minutes late jeff what were you doing in there" e.j. said, I ignore him and get a plate of food, it was chicken today. While we were eating no one spoke to me, I usually don't mind it but today it felt strange, like no one wants me here. After I'm done eating I put away my dish, and go back to my room

Time skip

When no one was paying attention I go to the med room. And grab 2 bottles of benadryl, each containing 13 pills. I sneak outside going to my favorite forest, it had rained the night before so my footprints sunk into the ground, leaving a trail of footprints. I go lean on a tree leaning on it and look at the lake infront of me "here goes nothing" I say as I reach into my pocket pulling out the first bottle of benadryl. I take the pills one by one until they are both empty, I take the last one and wait a few minutes before standing up because it wasn't working. I stand up, go numb and collapse feeling too weak to stand

Ben's pov
Jane walks over to me while I'm on the couch playing zelda totk, "who told you jeff slept with Sally?" She askes " eyeless jack" I say my mood turning sour "what did he say?" I'm confused on why she didn't know, she was the one who walked in on them "he said that you walked in on them sleeping together" i say as she sits there confused "no I didn't and I saw him cutting himself before dinne-" she's cut off be E.J screaming "WHO TOOK MY BENADRYL" I run up to Ben's room, scared he was trying to overdose, he wasn't in there. I run out the door following what looked to be Jeff's footprints in the ground, I look up when I approach a lake to see jeff leaning on a tree holding 2 empty bottles of benadryl. "I'm too weakling hear him wisper when I approach him "no No NO" say picking up his body, he'd FUCKING OVERDOSED AMD ITS ALL MY FAULT I should have known ej just wanted to break us up, I was so stupid and naive to think he would actually do that, that he was a groomer. I run into the med room laying jeff down on a chair, I pick up a heart rate monitor thing and putting it on his cut up wrists, I feel so bad for making him feel so bad, for making him hurt himself like this. I read the machine and it says he still has a pulse, I tear up with joy knowing he was still alive and lift him up bringing him to my room and laying his unconscious body on my bed. I feel a since of greaf knowing that I made him an anxious mess, that I hurt him this bad. I pull over a chair and fall asleep holding his hand up to my forehead, I wake up in the same pose but he still hasn't seemed to have woken up yet, I guess he's in a coma. I pick him up bringing him back to the med room to check his pulse, he still seemed to have one so I picked him up once for bringing him to his favorite forest. I lay him near a tree, sitting next to him "your so pretty" I say looking over to him. I repeat this over and over for a few days, staying in my room with him when we weren't outside or eating. Three days pass and...

Jeff's pov
I hear ben approach me, I'm super high rn so my head hurts and I can hear everything really loudly, "I'm too weak" I wimper as I start to fade from reality slowly passing out. I wake up in a white room, "were am i" I say, my words echoing through the endless white void I touch my face and can't feel the scars, I look at my hands and they were a normal color again, I grab  a piece of my long bla-brown hair and look at it. I start to hyperventilate and scream "MY BEUTY IS GONE" as I try to run from this, I shut my ey- wait... I have eyelids? I think, I suddenly realize I'm how I was before the trauma... before I met ben. I continue running trying to escape this. I fall to the ground because I was out off breath, I sit there for what felt like days replaying the memories with ben. After what felt like years I start to hear the sound of water and trees and... BEN. I run towards the sound of his voice as I run into a black hole, I stop seeing and feeling my limbs as the sounds become clear. I open my eyes to see the lake I tried to overdose on and look over to see ben leaning on my shoulder "b-ben?" I say coming back to consciousness. "JEFF" ben screams and starts to cry, he hugs me tight, snuggling into my chest tightly "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" ben says. I rest my head on his. "It's ok," I say. My head is tucked into his hair, so I was a little muffled. After he calms down he stands up and tries to pick me up "n-no I can walk myself" I say trying to pick myself up but falling back instead, there was an awkward silence before he picks me up and i look away , frustrated and slightly flustered. We get to the house and I regain the ability to walk, I step out of Ben's arms and walk through the door "ARE YOU OK?" Everyone starts asking questions as soon as I walk in "stfu, yall r so loud" I say running up to Ben's room. He follows behind me and lays on the bed reaching out his arms, motioning for me to snuggle him. I lay on the bed holding him tight "ily" I say "ily too" ben responds

Writing this made me wanna cry until the last part but ima make the next part kinda freaky lol soooo stay tuned btw sryy 4 any weird weighting mistakes or typos, I got lazy and let grammerly correct my writing lol