This chapter contains age regression (baby Tay), bottle use, pacifier use and diaper use.
Taylor had been having eating problems again lately, and I've been trying to help. I try staying with her as much as I can, to make sure her actually eats, but I can't be by her side anytime.
Today was one of the hard days, and I've been trying to convince her to eat something, but she refused every single time.
I was trying to find a movie to watch when Taylor came out of the kitchen, a baby bottle full of milk in her hands.
"Seriously Tay, again?"
"Pleaseeeee Travyyy," she pushed the bottle against my chest.
Taylor had this thing, that she liked using 'baby things' such as bottles, pacifiers and diapers, so we had a stock in our house. She'd explained that it was a comfort thing, and I'd said that I'd do anything to make her happy.
"You need to eat some real food baby, you know that." I ignored the bottle and reached to touch her cheek. It's already happened two times this week, and I don't want her to be like this instead of eating. She needs the nutrients.
She pushed her bottom lip out in exaggeration, pretending to be sad. I laughed out loud as she looked at me hopelessly. But soon I could see tears pouring out of her eyes and that's when I knew she really needed it.
"Baby." I crossed my arms. "You can't be like this."
She whined in defeat as she tried to reach out for me to hold her, but I just pushed her arms away. "No. Taylor." That made her freeze. I don't call her by her name unless it's really serious, and she knows it. "No is no. I've said it many times already."
She nodded her head and tried not to cry as she saw down on the other side of the couch, keeping a distance between us. She held the bottle in her own hands and just stared and it, fidgeting with her shirt.
I considered again as I saw her like this. Should I do this? She needs to eat though. Some milk is better than nothing right?
"Fine. Come here."
"Huh?"
"I said come here, babydoll."
She squeaked in happiness as she climbed into my lap, turning around so I could cradle her. "I won't do this again if you don't eat. Understand?" I tapped her nose. She nodded in response.
I lowered the bottle to her mouth and she immediately latched on, sucking harshly. She grabbed my biceps is excitement. Poor girl, must've been hungry. "Slow down baby. It's all yours." I chuckled. She sucked a few more times before closing her eyes, fully enjoying the moment, and her hand left my bicep to grab hold of me shirt instead. Taylor had told me that this made her feel incredibly close to me, and that I was the first partner that is willing to do this.
She giggled happily as she finished the bottle, holding few of my fingers. "More?" I asked, knowing she'd be hungry after not eating for hours. She nodded, so I pushed her off my lap and went to the kitchen to make another bottle.
"You wanna go upstairs doll? So we can sleep after milky?"
"Ok."
I led her up the stairs and into our bed. Once we've settled, I opened my arms again to let Taylor crawl in. She pulled the bottle to her mouth to show she still wanted it, so I laid her on my chest. She sucked happily, less urgent than the last bottle.
She almost fell asleep halfway through, so I pulled the bottle away and put it on the nightstand. "Shhh baby," I ran my hand across her hair. I grabbed her paci and brought it to her to see if she wanted it, and it turned out she did. She turned in my arms to face me, blankie between us as she hugged me at my torso.
"Baby you want a diaper?" I asked her. It was another thing that she liked, especially after milk time and going to sleep. I never understood why, but I'd do whatever she wants.
"Yes please." I got one from the second drawer of the nightstand. I pulled her pants and panties off before sliding the diaper on, and she let it a happy sigh. I slid back into the bed.
I pulled the blanket over us before hugging Taylor back, rubbing over her hip as I knew that would send her to sleep. I kissed her hair. "I love you Tay." She hummed in response, meaning I love you too. And then she was out like a light.
Hope this wasn't too weird. Thought it would be cute🤷♀️ Short chapter but I think I'll do part two.
