Having to stay away from the people I love for personal reasons always destroys me, I should be used to it, right?I look like an idiot always crying, for the same reason. I tell myself "It's for my own good and everyone else's, I don't want them to get hurt because of me."It already happened to me once and I don't want to repeat it.
But sometimes endless scenarios of great moments arise with them.Yesterday I got a lump in my throat when I heard those words, the worst thing was that I knew that one day I was going to hear them, and that day has already arrived.I feel relieved when a stranger tells me it was never my fault haha. But deep down I know that yes, I can't help it, and I know that no one is going to help me with all this, the same damn repetitive cycle.
Nothing new.
