He is gone

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TW: Discussion about death, car crashes and emetophobia: TW

Carly has spent the last six weeks on the street and thankfully the nausea has passed. She is about eight weeks pregnant and has to go for a hospital visit at half four. When she gets to the hospital visit, they say everything is going well at the moment, but they do think her living condition needs to be improved. When that is over, she rings her dad, but no response. She rings again, only for her mother to pick up the phone to say 'he is gone'. Carly can't believe it, he was healthy he was fine, he was going to be a grandad. Carly asks if she can come to the funeral and her mam says,'No. You are not welcome'. Carly is upset about losing her dad so she retaliated back by saying,'I don't really care what you think or that i am not welcome. He is my dad. I loved him and he loved me so I am going to be there and I will he speaking at his funeral and there is nothing you can say or do that will change my mind

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Five days later

His funeral was a beautiful ceremony. It is all a bit of a blur up until carly has to speak. She gets up to the alter and starts reading a speech she has recited in her head so many times she doesn't even need the sheet. 'My dad was an amazing man and he did everything for me. I will be forever grateful for all the unconditional love and support he has given me over the years. He was an amazing person, dad boss, son and he would've been an amazing grandad to me and my baby but I know he will always he watching over us and he is always here with us in our thoughts. Dad, you were a great man, and you lived your best life. You were healthy it was a car accident that brought you to a better place where you can watch over everyone and look after everybody like you always do. I love you, dad, this isn't goodbye it is see you later...

Carly starts crying and has to leave and get some air. After the ceremony, no one was congratulating her on her baby. Instead, they were all saying it is a sin and I should be ashamed of myself. I ran out of there and said I would never look back, and I didn't. I used dad's money he had given me before he passed and I bought a plane ticket to England.

When I arrived at the airport, I got checked in and went through security until finally I got onto the plane to leave my horrible life behind.

I reached England and never felt so free. I started renting out this really crappy apartment, but it was really cheap, and I got a job working in LIDL. Once I had the job and got settled down, I had another appointment. It was my twenty week scan. The OB/GYN said,'Both babies have strong heartbeats.' Carly thought she misheard her and said 'what do you mean BOTH heartbeats?' And the OB/GYN said 'Yes. You are pregnant with twins'. 'Do you want to know the gender'? I said 'yes, could you tell me please'. She said 'twin girls'. I actually screamed and jumped up and hugged her. I couldn't believe it twins.

Wait? How am I going to mind two babies,juggle school and a job?

Then I thought i should enroll them to a nursery. So I went home and looked up the best ones in my area, and the Knight Nursery came up as the best, so i enrolled them there and then because it said there is a six month wait list.

Hi everyone. See, i told you the nursery nurse was going to be mentioned and I have a feeling we are going to see alot more of it🥰🥰

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