When it comes to Friendship. Its hard.
How is it hard?
Because you get to meet them.
Slowly start to trust them.
Getting slowly attached to them every day.
Trusting them for your entire life.
Completely attached to them.
And boom!
You are best friends.
You trust them with all of your heart/ life.
Telling them everything.
Telling them each problem of your life.
Did they care?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
They tell you everything.
They tell you each problem of their life.
Did you care?
Yes.
Yes you did.
As the time passes.
You and they meet new people.
But you guys are still so close.
But.
As time went by.
Who went changing?
Them.
Maybe you too.
But mostly them.
You guys start to not talk a lot.
After they met those new people.
Everything changed.
Maybe in a good way.
Or.
In a bad way.
How come did they change?
They start to hang out with the others.
But not with you.
Not anymore.
They start to become distant.
And you are being left behind by them.
They start not to tell you shit.
Like if.
They don't even trust you anymore.
When people betray them.
Who's there for them?
You.
You are.
Do they at least say a thank you?
No.
No they don't.
When you are going through ur problems.
Who's there for you?
No one.
But yourself.
Do you mind?
No.
You rather keep that friendship than ruin it.
But.
You slowly start to realize.
They don't care shit about you.
It hurts.
Trust me it does.
But.
They start treating you like shit.
You won't mind.
Your too kind.
You just can't.
And if you do protect yourself.
It hurts you more than them.
They ignore you.
And it makes you sad.
Regretting that you did that.
But.
You need to move on.
Forget about them.
They aren't real friends.
It hurts but you have too.
And maybe you do move on.
But some realize that.
You have sadness and anger inside.
Why?
Because how shitty they treated you.
How you ignore all of those things.
And still forgave them.
The fact that you thought that they would change.
But they didn't.
Now.
Let me tell you something.
All friends aren't real ones.
Mostly the ones that you meet in real life.
Because online friends.
Are nice.
But not in real life.
You wanna know why am I telling you this?
I'll tell you.
Because I have this friend that I met 2 years ago. I was so fucking blinded that I didn't know how they treated me. There are times where I've cried myself to sleep because of them. The fact that they promised me a lot of things.. and they broked it. By saying "oh sorry I'm already doing it with someone else" like.. that's fucking bullshit. Why promise it when they are going to break it? It hurts. And I'm still friends with her. But I don't know how to tell her I don't wanna be her friend anymore. She has treated me so badly.. and it hurts. So much. I'm tired of being their friend.. I don't wanna be treated like that anymore.. am I really a thing? I'll be honest. I don't like talking about this. Because it makes me cry out of anger or sadness.. I hate it.
And if you have not been betrayed by that best friend. I'm happy that you chose the right friend<3..
