My mr ceo is mafia boss [ Taming my cold ceo fiancee and his son ]

chapter 13: past

🎶🎵Playing Fantasize by Ariana grande

i was singing fantasize song while sitting in the single chair on the stage holding the microphone and there's many people watching me sing...

hanggang pag papantasya nalang siguro Ako kay zues

im wearing tube and seem less bra with leader jacket i also wear jean paired with black heels boots

the song i was singing was specially dedicated to him, god know how much pain i feel when he confess that he did that to another girl which is not me

i thought were inlove and so clingy to each other we understand and have the same though and dreams as me

but that was only my thoughts...
because he made his greatest mistake...
and so i cant even let him go or leave him

i choose him over my pain and the fact that
i feel so betrayed so.....hurt that i want to die

when i got home, i saw him drinking alcohol again. looking at him like that makes me feel pity

so should i forgive him and forget what he did?

im at Verge of wether i give up or keep holding on!

i know he feels the whole world blame him and tying to make him miserable, but what he did is also his fault

what can i do?....

what can i do....what do i need to do??
zues.....your torturing me before and now
and the worst is that you dont even do something about it, you cant even comfort me or.....do you even know that im hurt?

do you even know what have you done to me?

i dont wanna know or to hear the details cause i know his.. her first love?! i cant even compare myself not even to look at her

ng mawalan sya ng malay ay kinuha ko ang kumot sa couch and kinumutan sya

even you cheat on me hurt me and even say those words like its fine for me to hear

though its like deadly weapon for me

for me its like a knife cutting through my hurt and my pride!!

what can i do???? i love you to the moon and stars sagad sa buto kung isasalita ko pa

then you did that...of all people why her....why not me!

umalis ako at pumunta sa kuwarto ko dito sa mansion,

this is all i can do cry and keep living mess... chloe and Thaine is the only person who can understand me and my feelings

"feel like im living for nothing"
..............

my tears fall
i wake up in tears and i dont know why but i feel like I want to cry,

that dreams is so surreal, to the point i almost believe it...what If its true

my mind is occupied because of that dream while zues is focused on his driving business

so what if its true past is past

but why do i feel sad?

....no i ..it...it cant be hahahaha, zues is cheating on me? umiling ako at ginising ang sarili ko, panaginip lang yun diba?? tinapik ko ng dalawa ko pa kamay ang magkabila kong pisngi

that's right lets wait until regain my memory

napahinto ako ng mamasa masa ang pisngi ko kaya napahawak ako dito at pinupunsan