SWM (Stay With Me) | YoonKook

Chapter Eight

"Yoongi-"

"Please, just help me!" I said as I stood at Taehyung's door step.

"No... I can't right now anyways..." he said as he glanced into his apartment.

"Is he here?! Please, I need to talk to him!" I said.

"No-"

"I screwed up! I know I did, okay?! I didn't realize how I felt until today! And not during the times we had sex it was all the things afterwards and in between! I love the way he crinkles his nose when he laughs. God, his laugh is so cute and infectious! Same with his giggles, I love it so much! And his cute pouty lips when he talks and his stutter! Oh my fucking god, his eyes! I could drown in them they're so beautiful! And he is the fucking nicest, kindest, sweetest man I know and is always energetic and fun and- ugh! For fuck sakes-! I am in love with Jungkook!" I said.

Taehyung stood there and stared at me, unsure of what to do. "Wow." He finally said after a couple seconds. "Wow... uh... Yoongi... Jungkook isn't here." He said before he opened his door all the way to reveal Namjoon and some other guy.

I blushed a bit and waved before I looked back at Taehyung. "Where is he? At home?" I asked.

"Probably? Why didn't you check there first?" Taehyung asked me.

"I figured he'd come to you after I did what I did..." I mumbled.

"What did you do? You hurt Jungkook-?!"

"I don't have time for this!" I said before I quickly left and made my way to Jungkook's.

I couldn't believe I wasted my whole speech on Taehyung, should I even repeat it verbatim? I don't know, I just need him to know how I feel.

I impatiently kept pressing the elevator button. It finally came and opened up; and there he was.

"Jungkook." I said.

He looked at me and sighed before he walked past me, I immediately chased after him.

"Jungkook-ah! Wait!" I said as I pushed my way past a couple people as he walked over to his bike.

"I don't have anything to say to you, Yoongi." He said.

"That's fine! I just need you to listen to me! Just listen to what I have to say and I'll leave you alone!" I said, still chasing after him.

We made it to his bike where he picked up his helmet and sighed out before he turned to me. "You're lucky I have a fucking weak spot for you." He mumbled as he glared at me.

I stood there and stared at him, making him roll his eyes. "Are you going to speak?" He asked.

Why the fuck was I freezing? Where did all my confidence go?

"I- Jungkook, I am so sorry. You left before I could kick myself in the ass and take back what I said! I just... I just didn't want to start something with you right then before talking to Hoseok and letting him know how I feel about you... about what I did behind his back, I was just going to ask you for more time... I... Jungkook, I am in love with you." I said.

"What?" He asked, he looked like he was in shock.

I couldn't help but smile. "I am in love with you." I repeated.

"How long?" He asked.

"How long have I been in love with you?" I asked, he nodded. "I... I'm not sure-"

Jungkook scoffed. "It's probably just lust, hyung." He said as he put his helmet on and got onto his bike.

"What?! No! No it isn't! Okay, it might have been at first, but that only because I wouldn't allow myself to acknowledge how I really felt about you!" I said.