Lovers but situationally❣️☠️

The feel of him *&^%

❣️..TARUN..❣️

My head was throbbing with pain. My senses were trying to return but couldn't. My body trying to get up but couldn't . I was like a dead  body on the bed.

This is the name and work of the hangover .

A nice cold shower and a good vomiting session could have helped with the feeling of not being lost in my head, but I didn't have the energy to do so.

I feel surreal of things I did yesterday. As a normal teenager , I wouldn't have been able to experience this, but who said I was normal. It's been ages since I felt this good . It feels good going out and hanging out with my new bestie.

From bestie I remembered . Time to call solani. I need to talk to her about this guy tanishq. Not only will this recharge me, but It will  also replenish my mood.

It takes me only a second to call, and she takes only a mile second to pick up.

"Hi gurrlll.. How was the GET TOGETHER MEETING? How many people did u meet ?Did u have sex?Did u find your husband?" She interrogated .

"Calm down ." I try dodging the bullets of questions that were being shooted at me, but it was inevitable.

"I will. You tell first. I want every ounce of detail." She said

"Ok, ok..so it was fun and dramatic . It was very netflix's teenage drama party, and I did meet someone. "

"Omg . Ohmyogod .......who?"

"Remember I told you about this crazy brother and sister that crashed into me . So I kind of met that guy at the party and shivansh arranged a meeting and then we went for a walk and saw sunset together.
THAT'S AALL, " I said in an announcing tone.

"What!! That's alllll. Tarun, that's a sign you are supposed to marry him .This the sign u always look for. Comeon"

"Comeon, shut up. It was just a coincidence that's all nothing else. "

"Na na it is not. He could have just not been there without God's wish. He is your soulmate, and I need to know everything about him, and I mean it . EVERYTHING. From his head hair to his pubic hair . EVERYTHING. " solani commanded in a violent and serious tone.

" Ok. So His name was Tanishq. He is a second year dropper. He is taller than me . Hehe. He is dusky. He smells so good, and he is  masculine and titan shouldered . He wasn't just masculine but also smelled masculine. If that is a smell. He is so sweet and gentle and listens to me gibberish talk. He is kind of perfect, but I mean, It was the first meet . "

" Damn . You are drooling for him . You should CALM DOWN ."

" I AM CALM " blushingly I screamed

"Tell this lie to the butterflies which i can feel in your stomach . Anyway, don't  let him get into You physically and mentally super easily . Make him suffer, babe. "

" I know .I will try, but he is just perfect .His skin , his smell , his voice,  his thoughts , his aura. He is so my type." I giggled with every sentence.

"AND HE IS THE CALM ONE," Solani said sarcastically.

Then, solani and I talked for a whole hour about him and the party. She asked, and I answered. It was a lite KBC going through our phone. It was getting late, so I had to get going, but I still wanted to talk more and tell more.

" Girl. I need to go. I haven't even brushed or taken a shower. I was just so excited to tell you everything ." I said sadly.

"You are damn unhygienic. Anyways, go but one last thing . Don't get too attached to this guy, and also, don't let him play with your feelings easily. If he turns out to be jerk, call me, and I will thrash him. "

" How? From kolkata "

" Virtually, if not enough, I will travel to kota,"

" Ok, I got you, babe, and thank you. I will remember your words... but.."

I was about to go on a spree about how he might not be a jerk when someone knocked on the door and my heart started beating fast .

" Ok girl, bye, I need to go. Love love."

"Bye . Love love"

Can it be him ?

I mean, he has never seen my hostel or never been here. It will be a bit creepy, though romantic, also ,maybe he would have found the address with the help of Shivansh.

Maybe it was him. Either I was feeling it, or I desperately wanted it to be him.

Maybe he came here to give me a surprise or ...

I am just a delusion dumbass. I open the door to find Vikas standing on the door . He had my chemistry notes in his hand, which he took to understand since he has been skipping a few classes.

We have become good friends . I do like him, but still, his eerie presence existed, which weirdly I didn't feel today. Something was unusual about him . He seemed ok . His body looked a bit thin, but in kota, all students go through a drastic weight loss. I couldn't grasp what was changed about his vibe and presence .

" Hijii. Good morning, " I said to him as he wasn't starting the conversation.

He still didn't say anything and returned my copy and turned to his room, and went away . I was about to call him again when he closed his door with a bang .

If it was done by somebody else I would have been angry and pissed but since it was done by Vikas who is one of the sweetest guy and he doesn't even talk to poeple in very loud pitch. He did this. I was a bit worried and I was concerned but I didn't do anything because in Kota we all go through our ups and downs of feeling and emotion and we do have a bad time.

In just one month, I already had experienced four crying sessions. I didn't disturb him and let him have his moment and let it surpass and let him go through it so that he gets out stronger.

After this, I had to get into the shower . My head was still heavy but better than before . After a cold, nice refreshing shower , I did a good 2 hour study session.Then, I called my parents and went for my monotonous classes again.

HATE MONDAYS!!!

But today was a different day because someone's presence and the feel on him changed my Monday.

After returning from the classes, I couldn't stop my butterflies . I jumped in the air after returning to my room because I met him. A boy whom I met a day ago. Whom I have never seen in my tuition, but I after our cute walk . I meet him again in the coaching.

IS IT REALLY A SIGN??!!!...**