Calm Amidst by The Storm

Chapter 2#deadly choices#

Nalilito na ako,kung ano ba ang dapat Kong gawin.
Wala akong maayos na tulog,dahil kakaisip sa sinabi nang lalaki na yon.

What on earth this guy threatening me !!!

So fuck !!!
Actually Hindi naman talaga ako galit.

But  I need to protect my grandparents.

I need to protect other people,,

I have so many what if's,on my mind.

What if's hindi pala sya nag sasabi nang totoo..

This is so much fuck,this is gave me,a fvking problem.
How can I get out of this!

Ayaw ko nang balikan ang nakaraan,
Na pilit ko nang kinalimutan.

Babalik na man ako sa dating Gawain na ginagawa ko.
Ang pumonta sa isang underground,
Or isang gym na puno nang mga armad.
At mga kagamitan,pang Patay na pinagbawal sa gobyerno.

Pero bahala na, mas piliin ko pang pupunta dito,kesa kainin nang Sariling anger issues!!

Lumapit ako sa punching bag, at nag simulang sinontok ito.

The memories is rare,how I watched my parents died in front on me!!
Not gonna lie!!

Kahit ano pa ang gawin nila upang isabi ko sa kanila.
Ay hindi ko ito gagawin,it is so risky!!

Malaki na butil nang pawis ang pumatak sa sahig,

Pinagpatuloy ko ang pagsuntok,

I realized why this world is cruel?
Kong sino pa ang mabait na tao,
Sila pa ang mas mapait na kapalaran.
Bakit ??? Wala pang justisya!!

Do other people deserve this !!

Why are so many people lived happily??
And other people too,is stock  with trauma of the past !!
And still fighting to survive!!

Hindi ko mapigilang ang mapaiyak.

I am strong person,but I have my weakness also.

Why many innocent people go to jail ??
While other criminal is happily enjoying,killing innocent lives??
Ito pa ang Mundo na Pina pangarap natin??

What is the purpose of lawyer,
If the lawyer is defending criminals because of the money!!
Wala na ba kalaban laban ang ibang tao!!

Do they have the voice to speak their thoughts,

Many criminals is running politics to role the country.
But many of them vote for them because they are blind..
Of the truth!!!

And many criminals and physcopath,killing innocent lives.
For their own happiness..

Many people died!!!
Without justice!!

Ni kahit isang salita ay hindi man lang sila nakapagsalita.

Huminto ako sa pagsuntok,at umopo sa gilid.

Pinunasan ko ang mga luha sa akin mga mata.

I'm not coward,but I'm scared!!

Natatakot ako na baka maulit ang mga ginawa nila sa mga magulang ko.

Ngunit na ngingibabaw ang takot ko,na may mapapatay naman na tao na inosenteng.

I know it is risky to do!!
It's traumating,but I don't have choices either!!

This guy's is genius, no doubt she's fucking scared me of her fucking threatening voices.

I know it's hard!!
But atleast I tried !!!!