Craving your love ♡

Chapter 2

It was 2 am. Koo was tossing around the bed trying to find a better position to sleep but he couldn't. He was just not feeling sleepy at all. His mind was filled with Taehyung, banana milk, Taehyung, his math homework, Taehyung, the songs he listened before going to sleep, Taehyung, the reels he saw on YouTube and of course Taehyung.

Since childhood Koo always craved Taehyung's attention the most. Maybe because he's the only one who didn't pamper him in this family. Or maybe because Taehyung was the most handsome in his eyes. Or maybe because of the way Taehyung always pushed him away which made Koo want him more and more. He doesn't know how. But he can't seem to stop thinking about Taehyung no matter what. When they were a kid Koo always tried to convince Taehyung to play with him but the older always pushed him away saying mean things. Slowly Koo understood that Taehyung was jealous of him. So whenever Namgi tried to scold Taehyung after he hurt him, Koo always requested them to not scold his Taehyung hyung. He doesn't like someone treating his hyungie badly. Even now after growing up Koo wants nothing but his Taehyungie hyung's attention and pampering but sadly the older was still cold towards him but he won't stop trying.

And Taehyung? He's confused about his feelings for Koo. Before Koo came into their life Taehyung was enjoying all the pampering and love, as the youngest in the household. But since the day Koo arrived he noticed how everyone gave Koo more attention. Him, Yoongi and Namjoon used to play together all the time but since Koo came they both started giving him more attention, always pampering him. It's not like they stopped playing with Taehyung. No they didn't but whenever they came to play with him they brought Koo with them too. Taehyung hated it when someone didn't give him their full attention. Koo was always stealing the attention from him. His hate and jealousy towards Koo kept increasing but as Taehyung grew up, he became more mature and slowly his jealousy had gone away but the hate was still there. Because of Koo most of his childhood went through jealousy and sadness.

Taehyung never considered Koo as his brother. As they grew up Taehyung started noticing the changes in Koo's body. His chest became more visible, waist got tiny, he had curves in all the right places. Like every other teenager Taehyung had gone through his "horny phase" too and having Koo in the same house as his didn't help him with his situation. Unlike Namjoon and Yoongi, Taehyung didn't believe in one night stands. He never dated anyone, no one made him interested enough to have s*x with them.

(Yes, both Taekook are virgins here)

He just jerked himself off whenever he felt horny. But whenever he jerked himself off, all he could think was about Koo. That made him hate him more because even though he didn't consider Koo as a brother he still felt like it was wrong to think about him that way and specially because Koo is the one who made his childhood hell.

Taehyung was afraid to have feelings for Koo. Maybe it was his ego? Maybe it was how his childhood was a hell because of Koo? Maybe cause if his family members come to know about this, they'll be disappointed in him. That's why he always tried to keep his distance from koo. Always talked rudely with him to make Koo hate him too. But who's gonna tell him that the little one was way too whipped for him to be able to hate him?

Back to Koo- he got up from bed and went to the balcony to have some fresh air. He had a perfect view of their garden from his balcony. His mom's flower trees. The sound of flowing water created by a medium sized artificial fountain, the buzzing and chirping sounds made by insects and specially the moonlight. The view was so serene and calm, it made Koo feel so alive, he loved this feeling. Feeling of being connected with nature.

He was enjoying the view but suddenly his eyes widen as he saw Taehyung entering the garden. He was shirtless, a pair of white pajamas hung loosely around his hips. His lean muscular body was exposed for Koo to drool at. Koo was staring at him with dreamy eyes but suddenly his cheeks went red when his eyes fell on the outline of Taehyung's d!ck which was visible through his pajamas. Koo ran back inside his room and threw himself on his bed burying his face in the bedsheets he squealed loudly while furiously dangling his legs, blushing hard.