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"I wanna have a talk with you."

Solar stared, surprised with the sudden request from his owner.

Boboiboy did not look like he was joking nor showed any signs of it. He was dead serious which caused Solar to feel nervous. He could feel the tension rising in the room.

"..okay. we'll talk. ", Solar tried his best to hide his emotions as he didnt want Boboiboy to notice his nervousness. He gestured Boboiboy to follow him to the bed. So that it wont be very uncomfortable.

Once both of them were seated, Boboiboy shoots Solar with a question.

"Do you hate me?"

Solar's eyes grew wide. What type of question was that. (￣□￣;)!!

"Im sorry what?", Solar answered back with a question. Hoping that he wrongly heard Boboiboy's question.

"..Do you hate me..", Boboiboy repeated. Unlike before, he asked the question looking more gloomy.
(。･´д'･。)

Solar just stared at the hazel eyed boy. Becoming more hyper aware of his surroundings. He couldnt answer the question. Solar mumbled something.

"What was that?", Boboiboy asked, hoping it was an answer.

" Its complicated."

" huh?"

"I dont- I dont know how to feel or act. When Im with you I get that- this feeling. The feeling of fear.", Solar stuttered as his eyes wandered around the room, refusing eye contact.

Boboiboy nodded and signalled him to continue.

"That bastard. Retak'ka. Just saying his name makes me sick. During his youth, he swore that he would protect and save everyone in the whole galaxy. Whatever it takes. But look at him now. He is dead due to his greediness and hunger for power. I fear that you will become like him, Boboiboy. You dont know you will, no one knows. Im not thinking bad of you, Im just.."

"Scared..", Boboiboy completed his words. Solar nodded in reply, still refusing eye contact.

"I gave him the ability to unlock the third tier of my power and he still wanted more.", Solar's breaths were shaky but he needed to continue to explain. He needed Boboiboy to know.

"He used me to kill people. He used all of us just so that he could satisfy himself. I didnt like it. I hate it so much but what could I do, Im just a tool arent I?", solar paused and continued. " And when we were suddenly forced out of the watch somehow, thats when we met you. You were different. Never wanted to us to call you master, letting us sleep in your room, movie nights and these night clothes? You were kind but I couldnt accept it. I was too afraid that this was all just some act. And i hate the fact that I feel this way.", Solar stopped talking to let Boboiboy know that he was finish. But the moment he set eyes on him, he noticed that Boboiboy was crying.

" Ah, Boboiboy! ", Solar jerked and stood up. He was looking at Boboiboy with so much worry and feared that he must have said something to hurt his owner.

" hisk, dont worry Solar. I cry too easily..hisk.", Boboiboy assured him while wiping his tears with his sleeves. Solar calmed down and sat back. Before Solar could say anything, he was then enveloped in a hug. "Im sorry, I couldnt hold it in..", Boboiboy told him.

"Its ok, I dont mind..thank you for listening Oboi..", Solar hugged back. The sudden nickname surprised Boboiboy but only caused him to deepen the hug. They stayed like that for a long time. Although, no one spoke, it was somehow comforting. Soon they finally pulled away from each other. Solar secretly misses the hug.

"Welp, I'll go first Solar." Boboiboy ssai just after he calmed down. However, as he was about to leave, Solar suddenly grabbed his hands. "Stay, please..".

"Huh", Boboiboy looked at Solar dumbfounded.

"I want you to stay. Wouldnt you rather to sleep on the bed than the couch?".

"I guess but I feel b–"

"Plus, I know you get nightmares but that seemed to change the moment we elementals started to sleep together with you.", Solar pointed out. As expected from the intelligent one.

"Hah, ok you win", Boboiboy sighed while holding his hips. Solar only smirked in victory. (￢∀￢)

"Hm dont you want to sleep as well, Solar?", Boboiboy questioned the boy who sat near the desk. " Oh I plan to do something tonight. You can first Oboi."

"Heh, whats with the sudden nickname? Oh well, selamat malam Solar", Boboiboy chuckled before tucking himself to sleep.

" Hm, selamat malam."

[ selamat malam = goodnight ]

                        Time skip!!~
                           ( ノД')…
                      Boboiboy POV
                        

' Lately, I havent gotten any nightmares.. hm good. I was getting tired of it ', Boboiboy thought to himself while trying to reach for his boaster. However, he failed to do so. Upon failing, Boboiboy soon realised that there was somebody else on the bed. Wait. There was someone on the bed with him."HUH", He sat up quickly. Σ(ﾟﾛﾟﾉ)ﾉ

" Youre finally awake?", the anonymous person spoke. Boboiboy directed his head towards ghe person and was surprises by who it was.

" Solar?? Were you awake the whole time?", Solar nodded in response but before Boboiboy could ask him. Solar interrupted. " before you ask. You were hugging me. So i couldnt get out", Boboiboy's whole face started to heat up. ' huhu embarrassing!', he eternally scolded himself.

Solar wanted to continue the conversation when the door was suddenly kicked open by an angry individual. " Solar got Oboi all to himself!!".L(ﾟ皿ﾟﾒ)」

The culprit was Duri, the elemental with the innocent and gentle trait, wasnt so gentle today and most definitely wont be innocent after.

Solar sweatdropped.
"Habis lah aku", that was Solar's last words before he was attacked by duri, who was soon followed by the fire and wind elemental.

[Habis lah aku= I am done for ]

Huhu thats the end!! Since I told you that I plan to add "the talk" in chap 5. However, do not worry! Im going to work on chap 6 as we speak since I already have sm ideas in my head and i didnt really want to add those happy times together with this sad chap sooﾟ+(人・∀・*)+｡♪

Btw, I plan that this fic will habe a total of 8 chapters! If you read my book in ao3, then I am sure you are aware of that >_<