~FLASHBACK~
~ I saw Clara's lifeless body hanging on a rope... "WHAT THE FUCK?!?!" I yelled as my eyes teared up.~
~Everyone came running to see what's going on. "WHAT HAPPENED?" Garnet yelled as she cried. "WHY WOULD SHE DO THIS TO HERSELF FUCK." ski yelled. Garnet picked her up off the rope then tried to perform CPR as we called 911.~
END OF FLASHBACK
~Jahsehs Pov~
We sat in the waiting room for 3 hours.. Literally while they do surgery on Clara, I felt bad for Garnet, I felt like they were close, and it shown.
Garnet kept reading that note over and over again her eyes gets sadder everytime. I couldn't bear seeing her like this, so I took the note from her. She looked at me with her red puffy eyes and she just looked me up and down and looked away.
"hey.. its gonna be okay.." I said trying to comfort her. she just nodded and gave me a weak smile.
"Garnet Onzolo?" the lady in the nurse fit shouted.
"yes?" she responded.
"C-come with me.." she said sadly.
"can they come too?"
"yes, sure.."
we followed the lady to a corner to give us the news, "Uhm I know how much you loved her... But she is dead." Garnet back away with tears walking around with her hand on her head. people thought she was crazy. Garnet start tearing up, me and stokes went to hug her, but she pushed us off.
"NOOOOOO." she cried "FUCK THIS SHIT I HATE THIS, I JUST WANTED A HAPPY ENDING BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPEN. MY MOM MADE MY LIFE SHIT ALREADY AND ALL I HAD, ALL I FUCKING HAD WAS MY SISTER. SHE KILLED HERSELF BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING MOM. I WISH THIS SHIT WILL END. I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE." She said with tears falling from her face... with snot...
She walked out the hospital and had many drugs on her. She Popped a Xanax then lit a cigarette while making some Cocaine... this bitch is crazy. I stuffed my hand in her mouth and grabbed the Xanax then threw the cocaine on the ground.
"WHAT THE FUCK X?" she said angrily. Anywayssss I picked her small ass up and threw her in the car.
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~Garnet's Pov~
once I got to the house I ran upstairs and locked the door. I heard Jah and ski kiss their teeth, but I didn't care. I ran to my closet, My sister had this suicide box.. things that u can do to kys...
I hid it from her so she wouldn't do it but... now I am.. But i'm not sure.. I cannot do this anymore, my only person that ever cared about me is dead, I thought to myself. I put the box away considering it, then went to my sisters room.
I saw a journal on her desk that had a lock. I had to find the key... after 30 minutes of fucking up her room from searching for her key I found it. I unlocked the journal then opened it.
(A/N oooo Journal scene)
This is a diary?.. No duh I thought to myself. but one page caught my eye. it was titled "I hate my sister." Woah.. tf did I do?
It read, "Dear diary, my sister is a bitch. she thinks she can walk anywhere and shake her ass on everyone then give us a place to stay like girl... stfu respectfully. she is such a whore and a liar. I hope she die before I do. bye diary :)"
"THE AUDACITY!?" I accidentally said out loud causing Jahseh to walk in the room, "What happen and why the fuck you so loud." he said with a lil attitude. "my bad I was just reading my sisters diary.." I said sadly. "s-she hates me..." I said with tears rolling down my face. Jahseh pulled me into a hug. I embraced it.
(SHORT CHAPTER)
Mb fn, BUT JST REMEMBER I LOVE U AND U MATTER <3
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