Adore you/winona ryder

paradise

hazy,blurry,star struck is what i felt right now, i feel as though my life can finally start, no more breaking up, no more almost divorcing this was it, i was on cloud nine

i was sat in the bay window in my bedroom, sipping my coffee watching the sun rise slowly, and reading it was like 5 AM and i couldn't fall back asleep so i did what i do best, picked up a book, made myself a coffee and got comfy in my favourite place in the house, the bay window

i was flippung the page when i heard a little bit of stir from my bed, i looked over seeing winonas head pop from under the covers, he hair an absolute knot ball and he face all rosy and puffy

'hi pretty' i spoke softly, getting up from the window and walking over to her 'did you sleep good? i asked, cupping her face softly, running my thumb along her cheek

i felt her lean into my touch. 'mhm, i slept okay' she yawned out 'i think we need a new mattress, this ones hurting my back' she says stroking her back a little

i looked over, lifting her bed shirt seeing six long cuts going down her back, my eyed widened and she froze, clearly forgetting she was supposed to hide them from me.

'what the fuck??' i growled 'how did this happen?! who did this you you?!' i raised my voice slightly
demanding answers from her

'i..uhm i dont know, maybe we have ghosts' she says, avoiding eye contact with me 'its not that big of a deal anyways dont worry about it princess' she says pulling her shirt back down

'it does fucking matter you idiot! who the fuck did this, and dont give me that bullshit about a ghost?!' i screeched 'i wand answers now' i say firmly, my hand squeezing her chin forcing her to look at me

'okay okay i'll tell you!' she squeaked out 'i went on a walk when we was apart, to clear my head' she said looking down at her hands 'i bumped into these men and obviously they knew who i was considering im famous, so i politely declined their asking of a photo' she explained

'but they kept insisting i took one with them, so i said no again and again but they wasnt having at and threw a god awful tantrum, and as i started to walk away one of them grabbed my hair and yanked me too the floor' she said, tears filling her eyes

'they kicked and punched me repeatedly,until one of them pulled out a pocket knife, i didn't realise at the time until i felt something sharp in my back trailing down it' she spoke quietly, her voice wavering a lot

'it was quick because someone came around the corner and saw what happened and they helped me, i never got their name, or the bully's name's' she said, she took a deep breath and continued

'he took me to the hospital and i never saw him again, that was the day you came home and i was quite in shock, even if i didn't show it on my face and i forgot i guess' she finished.

'Winona, you don't just forget about something like that, you could have been killed, and the fact you didnt even tell me you was in hospital..i could have lost you...' i took her hands in mine

'i know..but we wasnt talking and i didnt want to burden you with my problems when you might not have even cared' she said looking at the floor

'you're never ever going to be a burden to me noni, not only are you my wife but you're my best friend as well,and i cant loose you..not again not ever' i said softly

'i love you jess' she said, looking into my eyes
'i love you noni' i said bringing her in for a hug

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hi everyone, short chapter because its been three months since i last updated this book, i know i always say im gonna start writing more but this time i mean it i promise, ive started a new book which will be updated shortly so i will definitely be updating this one more i promise!!

-leshy♥️